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Selamat Tinggal Blog

2010-04-26T01:39:00.000-07:00

Setelah menceburi dlm aktiviti blog ini, aku memutuskan bahawa aku akan menutup blog aku yg tak seberapa byk post nie. To all of you thanks for reading... to all of those who still in pursuit keep up the good work.. Punca aku menutup blog ini adalah its not meant to be.. and it has my own sentimental values yg tak mungkin aku dapat terangkan melalui kata2, mahupun dari expresi ku.. i just wish it doesnt have to end this way.

Good bye to all the good people i've known. Good bye blog.. you have been such a fun to me.. i will be missing our moment together.

Double Park Bee yachhhh

2010-04-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Area opis aku nieh mmg famous ngan incident double park..even ader polis pun org buat tak tau jer.. aku pun tak paham.. Kisahnya bila aku menjadi victim org yg double park. Aku rushing nak balik.. so aku honk la... penat aku honk smpi nak pekak telinga aku pun.. owner kereta tuh tak dtg...

Bila aku check ader name card ciput jer letak kat dashboard dier suruh call kalo blocking.. so aku dengan bengangnyer start mendial. Note bila aku marah.. aku tak jerit.. tak pangil bodoh.. tapi aku mmg sarcastic yg mkn dalam punyer.. hahahahah (gelak evil)... Untuk memudahkan pembaca.. aku buat dialog la....

Me: Ello,can you please remove your coz, coz i've been honking for 15 minutes and no one came and i dont want to waste my credit calling ppl like you.

Beeyachh : Ok ok

Bila beeyach dtg.. dia bagi pandangan daring lak kat aku.. aku pun pandang dier ngan muka kerek la... pastuh drive off... then tgh2 drive balik umah si Beeyach nieh antar pulak sms kat aku. Aku tak kira aku nak gak tulis sms dier sebijik kat sini.

Sms Beeyachh : Sorry for blocking ur car! but next time, please check if there's any hp number left on the dashboard! u can just call me earlier! as though like u never double park before. by the way, there are other cars blocking u also, y dont u just shout at them too? tq so much!

Mmg celaka punya bitch... siap bagi exclamation mark kat aku lagi! Bengang tak hengat...mcm2 yg aku nak sms.. tapi tangan aku hanya reply cam nieh

My sms: Ur most welcome. Nxt time think also if there's ppl who wont have cdt to call. So u expect them to honk for hours when u dnt have the courtesy check when there's honking. Dont be selfish :) (hahaha aku siap bubuh tanda smiley lagi)

Banggang la biatch nieh! Keta org lain tak block aku no 1. And even if other car block aku pun ko tau ke kalo aku call diaorg? and no 3.. aku pernah double park tapi takde irresponsible cam ko!! Pastuh bitch tuh reply thank you..with smiley face

Marah betul aku... pastu mlm tadi hanya mampu meluahkan ngan OOMM jer...ahahahahaahah

How to train your Dragon

2010-03-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

Giler bangat citer nieh best.. buat aku cam nak tinggalkan hamster aku and nak bela dragonnn... arrrrrrrrrr... Hahahah aku tak kan cerita sipnosis nyer kat sini but it was really an awesome movie... i think aku nak apply teknik cerita itu to : HOW TO TRAIN YOUR HAMMIES ahahahah

Hammies aku nieh pulak menganas tak pasal2... last few days Vader bit me on my fingers till it bleed.. bengang aku kat dia so aku hukum tak bleh mkn half day... tak leh full day kang mati anak aku.. then somehow it understand me.. tapi kan aku rasa bersalah pulak coz i was really at rage when he bit me.. skrg dier nak dekat cam takot2... im sorry guys but you bit me 1st.

So aku dengan cuaknyer tanya hammie expert Mizz N... aku cerita kat dier.. kalo aku kena gigit hammies.. aku kena rabis ker tak? Mizz N recond me tht hammie is harmless and i wont get rabbis.. rabbis tuh dtg dari anjing.. Tapi mlm tadi aku tgk kat tv..rakoon bawak rabis gak!! How????

Then baru2 nieh pulak Din Beramboi koma sbb terkena virus kencing tikus.. my hammies is part of tikus family.. and they bit me till i have open wound... cam ner nieh? Should i go to hospital? Should i get injection for my hammies?

Mizz N, boleh tak kalo aku nak kasi hammies tuh mandi detol with air suam? Kasi disinfect diaorg... Tolongggggg tak nak kena rabbis.. i think this the reason i should get a dragon instead.. maybe a Night Fury.. coz he's awesome!!!

Immigrant

2010-03-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

AKu kadang2 tak paham bila aku tgk citer org putih.. immigrant dier especially those who from mexico dtg ke Usa tak reti cakap bahasa inggriss...Org mexico nieh jenis yg mmg proud kat bahas ibunda dier ker?

Sebab i notice kat Mesia pulak..immigrant sini boleh ckp bahasa melayu..siap boleh tekel pompuan local kasi kikis lagi.. even Negro kat sini pun buleh ckp bahasa malaysia... hahahah adakah bila dah sampai kat mesia kena ckp melayu sbb kitaorg malas nak ckp omputeh.. nak tergeliat lidah cakap.. bosan ari2 nak ckp london..

Itu jer kemusykilan aku.. ahhaahahahah

Terdetik hatiku

2010-03-03T20:08:00.001-08:00

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apakah yang akan terjadi?

Yesterday I became a Mom!

2010-02-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

Yes.. yesterday i was officially become a mom for 2 cute hamsters.. Vader & Chui.. those cute little things.. Thank you Mz N for trusting me and willing to let me adopt them.. i'll pledge that i'll try my best to keep their needs 1st before mine.. hahahaah... I introduce myself to them but V & C was too tired from long journey from thier hometown Jaybee.. I admit im new to this thing.. and i rely only to thier biological mom (Mz N) to instruct me on what to do... and yesterday i forgot to feed them!! Luckily Mz N came save the day... aiyayayaya poor kids,, mommy didnt mean to be forgetful..

And so today i print out handbook on how to care for hamster... I'll try to be best mother of all hamster's mother u all ever had..

Thanks again Mz N

I've become Woman (kot)

2010-02-24T22:52:00.000-08:00

Yes! I have become a woman.. started to worry about future, started to think about tone down.. hahahaha cam poyo jer.. But actually.. i think somehow i become woman (on my own perspective) sbb after all this years my mom's effort to get rid of my navel piercing akhirnya berjaya.

And i did it voluntarily. It has been with me i think 3 years kot.. tak ingat sgt.. but i remember the actual reason why i did it. While my friends did it way back in college time.. i hold back thinking tak yah la.. but somehow doing my adult working life i did.. (actually serious tak sakit) i did it coz of anger.. as a sign or a mark for me to remember something.. i know it sounded like aku cam .. cilakak kantoi ngan bos pulak masa type blog aku nieh! Ampun bosss

Ok i did it coz of frustration a sign or rebelious..i did it to my make x bf annoyed.. i know its lame reason.. but it somehow i express things.. and when he found out i did he was furious coz when we break up i did it... hihihi so i was hoping tht he sees tht i can live without him..

And so it goes on till one day, i decided to take it off.. and somehow i feel so much in peace.. i guess i manage to let it go.. :) but in case ur asking... yes navel scar is still there.. even Nicole Richie still have her scar..

My 1st attempt making Cekodok

2010-02-22T17:39:00.000-08:00

Banyak-banyak type of cooking... it never occur to me to make cekodok, yes i think coz im not a big fan of that coz of the name remind me of the slimy KODOK.. hahahahaah.... sama like OTAK-OTAK... i dont eat otak2 till i was in my 20's coz somehow i think its gross to eat mushy prawn brain... but then again... i like it now.. coz now that i know its not made from any part of living BRAIN.. hahhaha

And so, i get an assistance from OOMY teaching me how to make cekodok... apparently it is quite easy and walla i did it last nite!
It's as easy as making goreng pisang... and Mizz N tolong melantak the cekodok... she said its quite sweet... sorry Mizz N.. 1st attempt!!!

I feel butterflies flying coz i knw how to make cekodok...hahahahaha poyos gilerrr

Lies that they tell you when ur a kid

2010-02-16T18:20:00.000-08:00

Growing up we've been told numerous lies to keep us not to go overboard as a kid.. hahaha nieh termasuk la :

1) Hujan panas jgn main kat luar sbb ada hantu

Logik: Kalo main ujan panas tak ke nnt demam.. dah sah2 nyusahkan mak bapak kena antar gi spital..

2) Jgn telan biji buah, takut nanti tumbuh dlm badan

Logik: Abis kalo dah telan bijik tembikai tuh sah2 kena masuk spital sbb kena appendix.. dah kena operate pulak!

** As a kid, aku slalu imagine camner la kalo betul la pokok tembikai tumbuh dari perut aku hehehe :P

3) Yang nieh standard question la, " Mak, kenapa mak ade tumbuh uban?" Mak jawab " kalo tak nak mak tumbuh uban, jgn buat mak marah"

Logik : Betul gak sbb mak kita stress, sbb tuh tumbuh uban heheh

4) Jeng jeng jeng.,.. nieh the best part... abang aku bagitau.. kalo nak cepat & pandai berenang, makan la ekor ikan..

Logik: Memang tak logik langsung.. tapi aku kena tipu pastuh aku mkn ekor ikan sbb nak cepat pandai berenang and till now i still eat the fish tails 1st.. its a lie that i already know but still somehow i believe it a bit.. eheheh

Yang lain tuh aku tak sure sgt.. tapi yg pastinya ayat yang slalu digunakan utk keep kids tone down, jgn nakal nnt polis tangkap la, pastu nnt org gila tangkap la etc...

Was thinking should i make list of white lies for my future kids?

Back After Long Hiatus

2010-02-14T22:13:00.001-08:00

Yes hopefully this time i will stick to my routine and keep on writing here.. maybe coz i dont have anything interesting to write and my live has been riding on the bored lane...yeee haaa... Yeah nothing exciting recently except for one thing..

I know my obession with my nephew is growing strong.. all i could think about is going to the north to visit my 10 year old month nephew.. i guess that what you call the joy of the 1st born nephew.. eheheh

I know i talk alot of him to other friends and it does give signal to my friends that dont know me that much.. stating this is it.. That i am ready to settle down and to have kids on my own...

Whoaaaa.... ok i maybe obses with my nephew but i am not ready to have my own kids or to settle down... i mean look at this way.. i enjoy playing with my nephew but to change his diapers, trying to understand what he wants when he cries i still cant cope with that yet..

And so i explain to my friends, and somehow they hard to believe it.. haish.. maybe if they know me better.. i still like the joy of being not married.. to be able to go here and there.. but i guess i wont understand the joy of having my own kids till i have one.. so hold tight,, im wishing all the best for myself that maybe one day i will be able to experience married live.. but till now im livin' la vida loca

Happiest Moment This Week!!!

2009-12-01T23:29:00.001-08:00

Today, went to work like usual, thought nothing interesting.. but heheheh around 10am i received a phone that make me so happy the whole day today.

Orang: Hello, blh ckp ngan miss XXXXX

Me: Speaking (ngan nada malas nak layan.. kut kut org tepon nak jual insurance)

Orang: Saya nak hantar barang, nak verify addres.. (sambil trus sebut nama company)

Me: Err betul,tapi awak nak hantar aper?

Orang: Nak hantar bunga.

And from that moment, i was so shocked thinking who the hell wld send me flowers, and off course to be honest, nobody have every send flowers to me when im at work.. so it was a really good experience.. make me anxious, butterfly flying & wanted to vomit..Hehehe jakun kan? After 45 min waiting for the delivery, finally a dozen of red roses arrive with a card.. And from that card i know who's sending..

Thank you so much Mr V for the suprises.. eheheh it does suprise me.. And it really made my day. Im still the girly type of girl that would flip when receive flowers.. heheheh but still i like other things too like Bling Bling.. ahahahah (evil materialist laugh)

Don't Put Potpourri!!!

2009-11-30T01:01:00.000-08:00

Last Sunday, i was walking at The Curve, jalan-jalan.. then i saw this really lovely potpourri and i showed it to my friend and suddenly, the voice and the face change and become so sour. It goes like this la the cerita... ahahah

Me: Eh! Potpouri la (sambil angkat and show it to her face)

My friend: Put that thing away from me! Don't every put potpourri in your house or any dead things.. like dried flower bouquet. (with very serious & stern voice)

Me: Why????

My friend: Its no good luck!

Me: Where did u heard this kind of thing?

My friend: Chinese...

Me: But we are not chinese!!

My friend: Don't care! while babeling..

I was so annoyed by her. I mean the way she say stuff.. i wonder what's going through her head.. But i mean i have never heard anything abt potpourri stuff like that.. I like potpourri by the way,.. seigh!

Sokong Islam Anda Selamat

2009-11-25T22:03:00.000-08:00

This entry might be a bit sensitive.. but i can't help myself posting this. This happen few days ago as i was driving.. and stop at traffic light.. on my left side i saw one rather intriguing car sticker.. saying "SOKONG ISLAM, ANDA SELAMAT" and to be honest, i think its rather provoking and that is the 1st time i saw somthing that will bug my mind.

I understand we're living in multicutural bla bla.. and i think im quite liberal, regardless what religion you are.. im ok to be friends with..but tht sticker really do offend me.. what if someone put a sticker on their car says. "SOKONG HINDU,ANDA SELAMAT" or vice versa.. i think that would cost quite a hype.. this things are sensitive to me..

So i think ppl should be aware of that and be sensitive and not posting something provoking like that..

1st time..Ever!

2009-11-24T20:44:00.000-08:00

Last week was not a good week for me, as i encountered series of unfortune events that had dragged my weeks and end up in the place i never thought i wld end up -THE HOSPITAL-.

All this while if im going to hospital, main purpose is to visit someone.. not to be visited.. and eventhough OOOM cop me as "antibodi cap ayam" still i have the strength of a bull, where somehow i will recover..

And so last week, i start my adventure driving with all the strength that i have to Pantai Hospital.. (i could only think of tht & also coz of insurance claim factor).. it was a painful drive coz the nerves was sensitive and all the joint also painful.. as i hit the accelerator, i felt like my feet was poked with tiny needles..

At last! I managed to drive and put my foot at the receptionist. I have to give good grades to the receptionist, as she was particular on my inability to walk stable.. quickly she offered wheelchair and send me to Emergency Section

Now, the hell just started from here.. the service was poor, people screaming inside calling the nurse coz they were too slow.. and one of them did call the CEO to come down to see how poor the service are.. after all the drama, then only the nurses and doctor start moving...

I have no idea why the doctor poking my vein and they pull back resulting to blood spilling on the floor.. aiyah! But anyways after the long wait.. they finally put me to my ward.. Thank you lord..

My 1st time sleeping in hospital bed.. i dont like it.. its quite scary coz im alone.. can't sleep well/move with the IV drop poke to my wrist.. Solution? I ask the doctor to give me sleeping pill and tht's the 1st time i took such pills!! Wohooo...

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After 1 and half day stay.. i cldnt bear staying there anymore, i asked the doctor to discharge me.. its not a pleasant feeling to stay there..

Anyway i am back on track now! Healthy & can rock on! Thanks friends for visiting! Really appreciate it!

P/s: Doc says i kena viral fever..and another thing tht always trigger having fever coz of im having tonsillitis . And tht's the reason why im always sick.

Diari Seorg Pelupa

2009-11-15T23:58:00.000-08:00

Arghhhhhhh.... benci betul.. last week aku pergi bersuka ria kat penang.. Bila aku balik ari ahad.. i realize my whole set of keys tinggal! Darn it!! Luckily kunci keta spare ader kat BFF aku.. kunci umah plak nak kena tunggu housemate balik smlm... lenjun kaki aku kena gigit nyamuk.. huhuh.. Kunci opis plak.. ahh mintak ngan bos la! So alkisahnya luckily BFF antar kunci keta spare kul 12.30 mlm.. memang jenis boleh harap la nieh! Ngeh Ngeh...

Then turun keja pagi tadi lambat plak.. sampai kat opis keta tak bleh lock sbb bateri remote week.. pulak g workshop tukar bateri.. sampai kat opis takder tempat parking plak!!! Deym it.. one thing led to another.. nyampah..

Balik nieh pulak kena tunggu lock smith tukar kunci umah.. Ades.. itu la akibatnya tinggal kunci... Nasib baik tinggal kat Malaysia lagi,.kalo tertinggal kat Thailand.. mau padan muka aku.. har har.. weekend nieh kona la pergi lagi ke Penang.. utk dengar leteran peluru berpandu ibuku.. huk huk...

Adik aku punya pasal la.. kunci tuh dier simpan dalam laci.. then when she tld me my mom nag.. i asked her.. did u tell her ur the one who put the key inside the drawer? She said no.. Hahah jahat then she said she wants me to take the blame.. Darnnnnnnnnnn

Down the memory lane

2009-11-11T18:16:00.000-08:00

This happen many months back.. my boss was interviewing an agronomist for our company.. After the session done.. i went to his room and ask

Me: So boss? How? Ok ah?

Boss: Yes i really like this candidate.. got lots to offer.. Plus she's doing blogging also you know... (sambil muka overexcited)

Me: That;s great( sambil gelak dlm hati)

1st of all, aku tak paham naper boss aku tetiba over excited.. and 2nd of all aku pun ada blog which i will never reveal to you.. hahahahaha ko ingat minah tuh punya blog camner? Hahahah personal blog laa weihhhh

Siegh... i think my boss sgt suka org yg internet savvy nieh.. S0rry la boss .,. never will reveal i have blog..

I'm Backkkk and this time its coz of....

2009-11-09T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hahahahah setelah lama tak berblog & menjadi silent reader.. now i'm back to mencarut at my own blog.. Puncanya ice cream..

Yes!! Because of the freakin expensive ice cream! Grr.. Al kisahnya, i went to Pyramid for lunch but then still kenyang so i thought wanna to get something light like ice cream. Went to Tutty Fruity Yogurt Ice Cream.. oh by the way ice cream dier sedap..

Anyway they didnt put anything indicate tht ice cream for sales is according to gram.. so i thought its by box.. and kalo by box paling mahal pun in my heart says about RM10.. and i was so excited to put more ice cream and with stroberries topping.. went to the counter and they said need to weight.. and for tht 300++ gram i have to pay RMM18!

Darnnnnn... then i ask how much per 100.. they said about RM5. Darn you people .. you didnt put any display on gram thingy and also brapa harga . Buatnyer org tak bawak byk cash.. tak ker naya.. nak bayar guna aper???

Geram betul aku! Haish!!

What The F**K!!!!

2009-08-19T00:53:00.000-07:00

Aku bengang betul... mmg dasar org kerja government... Nieh mmg specifically goes to the immigration Department Malaysia.. dah la kalo call bukannyer ader org nak angkat! Haram mmg susah nak angkat.. call la sampai nak mati pun org tak angkat!!! Bukan sekali dua.. tapi banyak kali dah jadi cam tuh! Tiap kali nak call Immigration Putrajaya mesti susah!!!

So i try my luck again.... ader org angkat.. trus pass aku kat PR Department.. aku tanya elok-elok.. jawab kasar.. fine! Aku pun kasar la balik! Tau pun tone down.. mmg dasar biatch! Pastuh dier bagitau pasal papers shld not be handle by 3rd party.. marah-marah.. fine la aku cakap ok. Pastuh aku sound dier.. who am i talking with?

Memang dasar biatch trus letak tepon!! Aku sangat bengang... ko ingat ko kerja gomen jer.. Kalo kerja swasta mmg mati ko kena complen kena buang kerja, kena pulau.. Dasar pemalas! Ader org yg betul2 nak kerja,.. ko lagi nak rosakkan nama org kerja kerajaan!

Go to hell LA!

Not Suppose to See

2009-08-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

This happen few days ago, busy sgt baru update kat blog ari nieh.

Alkisahnya.... 1 hari yg normal di opis.. lawyer kitaorg g pantry.. kat pantry nieh ader tingkap yg memang dibukak utk diaorg hisap rokok.. Tetiba dier kuar dari pantry sambil gelak and say, " I see something i'm not suppose to see".

Pastuh kitaorg pun pelik la.. apersal... rupa-rupanya... dier nampak 1 perkerja dari restaurant nieh tgh kopek bawang.. pastuh mamat tuh guna pisau yg dier kopek bawang utk potong kuku kaki dier.. HAhahaah... mmg dasar indian restaurant.. Patut la kedai tuh kena saman ngan MPSJ and kena compaun+tutup on the spot.. tak serik jugak... Office kitaorg nieh shoplot.. so dari pantry kita tuh bleh nampak belakang restaurant.. Dah la my boss suka makan kat situ.. hhhehehehe .. hampesh! Geli!!!

Ghost of Girlfriend Past

2009-08-03T19:07:00.000-07:00

Last nite i went watch this movie with my friend.. it was an ok movie.. i think somehow its quite long though.. but anyhow.. i can see the concept pretty much similiar with Charles Dickens, A Christmas Carol.

And so we were watching till there's one line that hit me. "The power of relationship is with those who care less." And my friend asked, "Betul ke".. i reply, "Betul". Now to my personal opinion.. when you care less.. especially in relationship.. when you built up a very tough wall inside you, you tend to be cold, sarcastic and everything you see is bitter. But the whole point is what keep human together is relationship, the human bond.

Off course along the way, you will be hurt, you won't like what your partner did to you, you have arguement and whatsoever.. For not feeling that, that person simply selfish coz they dont want to get hurt 1st.. so they rather ppl feeling it...

I don't blame them though, it maybe has to do with thier past experience.. but for all i know.. love that keep us together... people who out of love just couldnt care about other people..

Donation

2009-08-02T20:45:00.000-07:00

There's lot's of way for doing donation isnt it? For somehow, something trigger me.. Ovari donation.. sumthing like sperm donation la.. but its only for the non-muslim. I've browse the website before.. and basically they need a healthy egg to give away for bayi tabung uji la kot.. Basically meaning kita boleh jual our eggs for the needy.. for those who's longing for baby.. That place somewhere around PJ or Subang.. i forgot.. they also been published on the news paper.. means tht place is ok la.. approved already.

Note that 1 egg for sale is about RM3000 to RM5000... provided it has to be healthy la.. Not that so recent i saw a blog regarding this and she's expressing her opinion that.. rather than our eggs go wasted (period)... might as well give away .. so at least we can help people...And now im thinking... so i donate my egg? I've posted that question before to my other half.. and he said no.. He tld me there;s side effect on it coz basically i'll be inject with hormon thingy.. bla bla.. whatever the medical term that i dont understand..

Hehehe anyways... i was thinking again... should i donate my eggs? I also think i want to donate my organs if i died... but should i? Somehow this is torn between moral & religion issues... but i mean i dont know..Like Jeehovah Witness.. they are not allowed to take blood transmission.. so even they body need blood... but the religion opposed, they rather die.. but again... Should i?

Simply Beautiful

2009-07-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

Note To God by Charice Pempengco

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow.

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

And for peace to mend this world.

I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love 'cause love is overdue

And it seems like so much is goin' wrong

On this road we're on.

If I wrote a note to God

I would say please help us find our way

End all the bitterness

Put some tenderness in our hearts.

I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is overdue

And it looks like we haven't got a clue.

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

'Cause it seems like so much is goin' wrong

On this road we're on.

No, no, (no...)

We can't do it on our own

So, so...

Us... (Give us the strength to make it through)

... (Help us find love 'cause love is overdue)

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help...

(Grant us) the faith to carry on...

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

And it seems like so much is goin' wrong

On this road we're on.

No, no, (no...)

We can't do it on our own

(So, ) so...

If I wrote a note to God...

** a very beautiful lyrics and stunning vocal by 17 year old philipino

Gatal

2009-07-29T19:14:00.001-07:00

Hahahaahah... pernah tak korg rasa tension ketika driving.. kaki gatal? :p aku dah lama nak buat post nieh... ahahah.... Kaki gatal pastuh kena drive laju and susah nak garu.. garu pakai kaki sebelah tak puas.. kena garu pakai tangan gak..

Heheheeh when i was an adolescent, i saw my dad driving with muka tension, and keep on tergaru2 kaki.. so i ask him what's wrong and he tld me his feet are itchy and he's using the kasut kerja yang bertutup tuh. So i laugh at him... then with serious tone, he look at me and said, " Do you think its funny? It's annoying & itchy.. i can't concentrate".. Then i terus diam la.. kena sound sebijik camtuh...

Growing up, tht issue had passed by until one incident remind me of my dad... Hahaha it was my turn to have itchy feet.. and seriously tension sbb tak leh berenti nak garu.. pastuh keta byk laju.. eheeheheheh....and ever since i ask my friend if they ever had itchy feet...and what they do.. They just tell me.. "dah gatal,garu jer la" sambil tak memperdulikan sangat my question..

Hehehe i guess they dont know tht itchy feet have sentimental value to me... :P

Berniaga

2009-07-29T18:27:00.000-07:00

This is actually post experience i encounter during jualan kek lapis sarawak during the MIFB... been keeping this to myself... might as well spit it out.. Har.. har.. har...

During the event of cake selling, i've been listening to numerous complains posted by this kakak... (kakak nieh tlg jual cake with me la-kakak kepada owner booth tuh). She's been complaining that lots people testing the cake rather than buying it. Ala kak standard la tuh... you put the tester there.. off course la org nak rasa... tht's the point! To test!!! Nyampah tau.. keep on telling me the same thing all over again.

Another situation was when org byk tanya pasal ingredient. Standard la tuh .. org nak makan... org nak tau la aper bahan di pakai.. dengan selamba akak nieh menjual statement kek lapis natural..even saying the colours are natural.. adus kak!!!!!! When i ask her naper cakap macam tuh.. then she said.. alah org byk tanya.. bosan akak! Yang ko menjual tuh ngan foreigner.. nanti org tuh ader allergy ker aper ker.. tak ke kena saman??? Very reckless irresponsible seller... a true capitalist.

Aku bosan la camtuh.. dah namanyer ko niaga... off course you need patience selling it and you need to build the relationship with buyer.. the trust... buat benda nieh bukan nak jual ari tuh jer... Aku bosan la tgk org yg mentality blok nieh.. nak untung ajer... don't take responsibilty towards the product pastuh byk komplen...

Iskk!!!! Bosan betul!!!!

CIntaku semakin pudar

2009-07-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

Cinta ku semakin pudar.. puncanya,.. aku duduk tingkat 14.. tenet aku sucks giler... time nak memblog.. tgk youtube hatta nak main game... slalu susah... aku bosannn bosannnnnnnnn..... huhhuhuh bila la ko nak baik tenet.. aku penat la nak bertenet kat opis... huk huk

So Sweet!!

2009-07-20T20:05:00.000-07:00

Lost love letter reunites couple after 16 years

LONDON (AFP) – A British man and his Spanish former sweetheart have finally married 16 years after they drifted apart, reunited by a love letter lost behind a fireplace for over a decade, reports said Monday.

Steve Smith and Carmen Ruiz-Perez, both now 42, fell in love 17 years ago when she was a foreign exchange student in Brixham, and got engaged after only a year together.

But their relationship ended after she moved France to run a shop in Paris.

A few years later, in a bid to rekindle their love, Smith sent a letter to her mother's home in Spain. It was placed on the mantelpiece, but slipped down behind the fireplace and was lost for over a decade.

The missing missive was only found when builders removed the fireplace during renovation work.

"When I got the letter I didn't phone Steve right away because I was so nervous," Ruiz-Perez told the Herald Express local newspaper.

"I nearly didn't phone him at all. I kept picking up the phone then putting it down again.

"But I knew I had to make the call."

When they were reunited, it was as if time had stood still, said Smith, a factory supervisor.

"When we met again it was like a film. We ran across the airport into each other's arms. We met up and fell in love all over again. Within 30 seconds of setting eyes on each other we were kissing.

"I'm just glad the letter did eventually end up where it was supposed to be," he said, after the couple married last Friday.

Harry Potter Movie Mistake

2009-07-15T21:28:00.001-07:00

Hahaha Lawakla...

Camner aku bleh tak perasan segala yg diaorg list kan nieh.

http://www.klue.com.my/articles/2049-Top-10-Harry-Potter-Movie-Mistakes

Demam

2009-07-15T20:14:00.001-07:00

Dah nak masuk 4 hari dahh demam huhuu... nyampah betul la...

P.s: Saje jer nak ngengada letak post ahahahahah

Penatttt

2009-07-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

Ari sabtu lepas.. akhirnya habisla sudah exhibition tuh.. maka penat berdiri pun amat terasa sampai ari ahad tuh mmg tak kuar umah langsung.. huhu ingatkan nak pergi bukit bintang urut... nguhahahaha .. tak pergi jugak..

Al-kisahnya aku buat benda nieh sbb nak tolong kawan.. Aku mintak leave 2 hari gitu sebab nak tlg besfren set up booth sambil menjual Kek Lapis Sarawak... hahahah sedap serious... org yg buat kek lapis tuh pandai la...

Banyak songeh betul org nak membeli.. dah rasa tetiba takut tengok kaler warna warni.. ahahaha kalo takut kenapa nak gak rasa on the 1st place?? Hampeh.. tektik nak try dan tak nak membeli la tuh.. Pastuh ader gak yang tanya soalan bodoh pasal aper nak guna kaler byk sgt? Adoiiii makcik!! Kalo tak guna kaler... maner nak nampak layernyer!!! Dah tentu namanya bukan kek lapis..

Hahaha tapi paling best masa minah senorita nie nak beli kek lapis sarawak.. memula dtg sorg.. rasa... pastuh tak bawak dompet... dier gi balik booth dier ambik duit sambil angkut kwn dier.. hahahah ... pastuh kwn dier nieh bersungguh-sungguh cerita pasal kepayahan membuat kek tuh sambil menceritakan kesedapannya... (serious macam cerita telenovela sepanyol tuh-bersungguh-sungguh) ahahah tapi dier tak beli! Hampesh.. tapi ape-pe hal pun Muchas Gracias Senorita!!

Tak kurang jugak ader spesis lelaki beli kek pasal nak ngorat.. ahahah tektik lama siol... ahh peduli aku.. Janji beli... macam mamat korea tuh beli sampai 5 sebab nak ngorat kakak booth owner...

ehehe so aku ari nieh masuk opis ngan blur + penat tak abis sbb mlm tadi lambat tidok... nguhahahahah..... Salamat!!

Malaysian International Food & Beverage

2009-07-09T08:33:00.000-07:00

I took 2 days off from my work specificly for this event. The reason why? My good friend participate in this event and she sell Kek Lapis Sarawak... ehehheh and she's actually from JB.. haha how ironic is that... Today... spend the morning kelam kabut setting up the bunting.. banner & displaying the cakes.. then busy la the whole day jalan distribute brochure sambil sampeling makanan lain.. har har... Huhuh then tom have to go there again until this saturday.. Tsk tsk and betis aku is killing me from all the walking... nak ZZZZZ lah.. ahahah sajer nak ngarut kat sini :P. Gambar takdak ek.. tima kasih.

Cheer 2009

2009-07-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

Giler bangat aku tak memblog.. har har... The other day i saw this advert on tv, saying there's a cheer competiton 2009. And it hit me in my head... sejak biler kita ader cheer? And is it now becoming the school coriculoum activities? If so...naper certain sekolah jer yang ader and certain sekolah takder? Macam Persatuan Pengakap.. standard la semua skolah ader... And it really make me wonder how western media influence really take place especially in schools. And the way the girls talk during the commercial break on tv is excatly how the "blondes" talk.. but im sure there are smart in their own ways.

One's my friend once tegur a group of girls coz they were cutting her queque and the girls answer her back, "Loser" while signaling the L gesture on their forehead... Isk isk isk.. kids nowdays...ahahah even they have more canggih phone from thier parents what else... mmmm but i was swipe away with ther Cheer thingy.. i know it has been in Malaysia for many years now.. and we even have the drama, "5 Jingga" showing what does it takes to be a pom pom girl..

But im still curious until now.. does the school nowdays make cheer part of their KK acitivities? Help anyone? hehheheeh

Another Good News

2009-07-04T05:08:00.001-07:00

Hip hip hurrayyy!!!! So hepi.. today she called and informed me she's pregant 7 weeks.. yee haaa!!! Im goona be an aunt again!!! And baby Dylan will have another cousin!!! Yee haaa...

Yang aku syok lebih-lebih pun tak tau naper.. ahahah but im so excited!!!

Family

2009-07-02T20:55:00.000-07:00

I called my mom last few days.. and i gotta admit i dont my parents that much. The reason :

Nak melarikan diri dari tanggungjawab

- coz everytime i call mesti tanya dah isi keja gomen blom.. huhuhu penat nak tepis.

When i called her few days ago after many many years of her nag to ask me to fill up the SPA.. finally i isi la.. now just waiting for exam...which i dont know when its coming.. Again the conversation, she stressed about that.. i told her i already fill up..what you want me to do.. we just have to wait for the interview calling... Then she said good.. hahah my mom.. she's a very persistent lady and will get things done her way.. Way da go mom!!

She informed me that my other grandpop is in the hospital due to elderly sickness.. and she said she dont know how much longer he can hold.. My grandpop is about 90++.. After nag nag, my mom finally ask.. eh why you call? Lol.. and i answered simply call, cannot meh?? And she laugh and tell me well you should call more often!

Then it hit me rite to my brain... how many of us actually forget or purposely not to call or text our family to check on them. When we're facing hard time & stress, we're trying so hard to get rid of it by going to yoga for peace when actually you can call your family and they can give you peace instanly.

That's how i felt... although i will argue and shout and the end of the day i feel calm.. gratefull coz i have a home, a family that still there for me.. and eventhough i am the black sheep of the family.. i know that its me who made my self a black sheep (middle child sydrome la). Family that shape me for what i am now... and i'm blessed to have parents, elder brothers and younger sisters that is not only a family but also as my friends. Im lucky to have unorthodox parent & siblings to support each other..

Weekend Crime Scene

2009-06-29T20:05:00.000-07:00

Last weekend i went for a 'pot luck' at my cousin's house at puchong. And after 1 hour lost and 4 times going back and forth spending $$ at the toll and kena maki.. i finally reach their house.. Phew...finally... and as soon as i reach we went straight to makan 1st then only go home and prepare the food for the nite.

There's this cutie at their house named Lexy. I thought she's a nice dog.. but i was wrong.. ahaha Lexy basically took my cheap Bali slippers (i beli borong lagi kat bali).. and tear off the beads!! Huk huk.. Bad Lexy!! So im left with uneven slippers, which 1 side got beads and the other one totally wrecked off.. Hahahah...

My Right Side That Still Nice

Left Side That Lexy Tore.. Sob Sob (Note the beads are all over the floor)

Better View of the Tore Slippers

Lexy Buat Muka Innocent kunun!! Huh!!

Bad Lexy!!!!

Verdict: Lexy was caught red handed!! Therefore your charge guilty and sentences to upstairs balcony where you will have no contact with human!!!

Another Biatch

2009-06-23T19:39:00.000-07:00

I received a phone call from Temple ******* Art coz i was enquiring one of the dance class a while ago. As she spoke to me with an unpleasant tone, i still try to be nice and ask her for some information... then at the end of the conversation, i told her give me a day or two for me to come back to her then she suddenly high pitch, "There's no day or two! You need to come back to me before 1pm and if not i will consider ur not interested. I've been trying to call you the past few days but u didnt pick up and i think today im just lucky to get you."...

Then dengan panas hatinya i jawab, "ok".. then she said, " The only thing im calling you coz your name is in the list.. and there's a lot of people want this class, ok?!"..

Then i said, "Ok, thank you". Mother Biatch.. memang celaka betul.. geram aku... you want customer then you talk to me that way, hell no i wont go for ur class...

And easy if u have plenty of people want to join, why insist of calling me? Hello biatch! Call la the people who's queuing for ur class.. Mmg dasar Biatch ******... Kalo dier tepon aku lagi tau la camner aku nak kasi baik punya!

Sakit Perut+Blur

2009-06-22T23:22:00.000-07:00

Sakit perut tetiba.. camnak terberanak tapi tak muntah... aku rasa servikal aku nak putus dua!!! Sakit sangat aku tak tahan aku suruh boss aku turun beli minyak angin.. sempat milih pulak tuh.. siap pesan aku tak nak minyak cap kapak.. nak brand lain... ehheeh bos aku pun lari turun bawah.. huhu tsk tsk thank you boss!!

Pastuh aku blur sampai skrg.. sekian terima kasih sebab baca blog yang mengarut ini.

Nobel Prize

2009-06-16T19:41:00.000-07:00

Last nite me and my housemate went for a drink with my frend Pridget (Ms.P)...

psssttt NY:just in case ur reading.. pridget ask how are u...

I brought my frend, Ms. M coz i thought Ms.P would like to expand her friend cycle in the particular age (coz my age difference with her is about 30 years plus, but she still rock). Age difference between Ms M and Ms P maybe only 5 years but still acceptable coz at certain conversation that required 40 years of experience im not up to par.. hehehe just listen only la...

So Ms. M and Ms. P chit chat while i busy eating the yummy nasi lemak!

Ms. M: Yes.. im from this health and supplement company call ......... (tak leh sebut nama :P).. bla bla bla... and Dr.... (tut tut tuutttt) has won Nobel prize twice and we have paten his product for our factory

Ms.P: 2 times nobel prize??? (high pitch)... why i never heard of this name.. where is he from.. 2 times??? If 2 times then he will be a media frenzy for months even for years due to the fact he won an award twice!

Ms. M: Yes.. bla bla (try to change topic)

As for me.. i sengih sengih jer coz Ms.P nieh actually a lecturer at one of the local U here and the fact she's a westerner plus she's aware of issues pertaining human political issues...so you cant really bluff her :P

Ms.P : Where is this doctor from?

Ms. M: From Rome

Ms. P: Is he a romanian? Italian?

Ms. M: Er ah.. i think so.. yes he's romanaian..

Ms. P: Wow... 2 times nobel prize winner.. i need to check on this.. what's his name again...

Ms. M: (Ngelabah) well im not really that well verse about that but yes he's a 2 times nobel price winner and his name is Dr.... (sambil tunjuk muka ngelabah+nyampah)

Ms. P: I will definilty check on this...

Then i cut off the conversation and start to talk other things... hahahahah bukan niat tak nak tolong Ms. M but i sendiri pun terkena ngan Ms.P few times pasal my fact are not concrete and i try to defend and making everything is ok... but im use to it.. and she know's im just like this.. ahahahah

The end..

Hehehehe

Padan Muka!!!

2009-06-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

And so i rushed back to my headhunter land last friday as i was rushing from office to the airport. Good thing i can check in at KL Sentral and took the KLIA Express... that would make live easier. With that i manage to catch my plane straight to my brother in law long house. I have never been there...

The reason why i went there is its my sister's wedding reception on the husband side.. so thinking i should support my sister coz other sibs cant make it.. i flew there to reunite my parents, cousins,aunt & uncle.. not forgetting my niece and nephew.. The whole 3 days experience there is unforgetable.. i will share it on my next post..

On sunday, i say goodbye to everyone and my sister+her husband send me to the airport.. off course coming back to kl.. they will stuff me with lots of stuff.. especially my brother wants lots of things. Siegh... his things are more than my stuff... and he keep on telling me he need that thing to do a "Gawai" Open house at Penang... So again this weekend i will be occcupied traveling to the north.

I've pack the cecaluk, belacan, rice, sour cucumber,tuak etc... and im all packed up and ready to go. Once i reach the airport.. i check in my luggage containing these item... and so i waited at the departure hall where i received a phone call..

A: Can i speak with MS............

Me: Speaking..

A: Can you come down for a second, there's problem with ur luggage..

(During this time im scared to death.. coz suddenly think of ppl putting drugs in my bag without me realizing it and i rush down.. it was 30 mins before departure)

A: Ms... your botol tuak pecah la.. you need to change ur bag .. we cannot check this in coz its smelly... or u just throw ur bag away..

Me: What? U want me to throw my bag away??? U want me to throw my other things away too??

A; No, you can buy another bag at the shop and put it in..

And so i rushed and run, bought 2 new bag and repack... ( apperently the tuak bottle not pecah just the cap is not tight.. so i wrapped it again nicely and pack it and rush back to check in.. another person was at the check in counter, Mr. B)

B: Eh! Boleh cepat sikit ka? Gate mau tutup

Me: Sabar.. jap jap (as i was checking i was talking on the phone as well)

B: Saya boleh tunggu tapi gate tak boleh,, cepat sikit bagi ticket (with a rude tone)

Me: (High pitch) Am i not giving it to you now?

B: (still with rude tone) eh... bukan salah saya u punya beg pecah... you suppose to pack nicely..

Me: (Higher pitch) yang you people main buang kenapa? You should handle with care.. clearly you guys main campak ajer.. ignorekan fragile sign!

B: You marah saya kenapa? Bukan salah saya (getting ruder)

Me: (Highest pitch) Saya marah you coz you trigger my boiling point! Kalo you diam and buat kerja you ... you tak kan kena marah... taknak kena marah,.. diamlah! Buat kerja sendiri!!

Then B just kept quiet... then after he checked in my luggage i quickly run upstairs and manage to catch the plane.. in my head.. in that kind of tense situation.. he shouldnt trigger anything like that.. can dah kena sebijik.!! Padan muka kena amukan puaka aku!!

Hahahahahaah

Dah tak marah

2009-06-05T01:49:00.000-07:00

Sambungan dari earlier post eheheheh skrg nieh aku dah tak marah... sbb :

1) 2nd boss bersatu padu ngan aku tlg lap berak big boss

2) 2nd boss know how the situation and after spending hours on tht hot oven place to find the particular thing for my big boss (nak carik lesen anak boss aku... bodoh tak?) 2nd boss pun bising2... sambil tlg carik

3) tak jumpa gak.. 2nd boss ajak g makan (nak pujuk aku tgh membara la tuh) orait.. aku pun ketuk la nak makan nieh tuh... burb... kenyang... reda sikit sakit hati....

4) Pastuh ari Isnin lepas aku MC.. tapi tak der sick leave... hari nieh sign form nak suruh boss sign.. dengan muka innocent ckp kat boss suruh tolak kat annual leave... then 2nb boss said.. tak payah sbb last week i've been working extra hours!!! wohooo!! Aku sayang giler kat boss aku nieh!!!! Yak yak yea!!!

Pssttt: Working hours aku tuh hanyala extra 2 hours :P... diappreciate ... dulu aku keja 12 jam... boss lama tak heran pun.. huhu nasib baik tak kerja kat situ lagi....

5) Paling best... big boss call and apologize for the trouble he put me thru!! Now tht's the best one!! Wohooo

AKu BENCI!!

2009-06-04T19:14:00.001-07:00

Disclaimer: Post ari nieh penuh ngan kebencian and i will not responsible for any heartache reading this post.

Hari nieh geram betul aku!!!

Aku benci ngan perangai boss aku yang suka dah berak baru gali!!

Aku benci perangai boss aku buat benda tak kasi tau aku!!

Aku benci clean up my boss mess!!!

Aku benci!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhh geram giler aku ari nieh!! Dah la aku dah pesan ari nieh aku tak bleh balik lambat coz i have to catch a plane tonite!! Pastuh boleh jawab, ok as long as you get this one done. Bodoh!!!

Ko ingat orang tuh bleh cater ko nyer urgent matter ajer??? Byk lagi org dier nak attend! Bukan kehendak ko!! Aku benci ngan perangai ko yang suka last minute yang menyusahkan orang... Benci nak cuci berak ko!!!

Aku benci nak ikut perangai ko ajer,... aku benci ngan attitude i got money ko!! Geram akuuu oiii!!! Aku nieh bukan Personal Assistant ko!! Kalo nak gi upah lagi sorg!!!

BENCI ORG BODOH BANGANG!!! SELFISH!! SHALLOW stupid foreigner!!!!!!

BENCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!! ARghhhhhhhh

Nice People

2009-06-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

And today as i walk to the frame shop, i ask the shop assistant to help me to drill the screw back coz it fell off.. and today i was feeling so down, incomplete.. my soul was out there wondering.. and as i keep on day dream... the lady asked,

Lady: Are you local?

Me: Not local kl la but local coz im Malaysian... ( then she laugh..). Im from the land of the head hunter.

Lady: Oh, how long have you been in KL?

Me: For many many years...

Lady: Christian?

Me: Yeap...

When she's done with the drilling, i asked her.

Me: How much?

Lady: No charge.. i just ask God bless you so you have a wonderful day and you may come again to our shop.

Me: Oh thank you very much.. and God bless you too...

As i walk out of the store,.. i can fell my tears falling down.. particulary coz im so down with my own personal problem till i forgot.. there are actually people who care.. Thank you for the wishes lady.. And so i walk back to office with a smile.. She really make my day..

Harvest Festival

2009-06-02T01:22:00.000-07:00

Mmmm... dah lama tak menulis kat sini... this is because my internet had been giving me problem this whole week and i was really busy at work till i can't write on my blog. Last nite, i received few text from friends and family back at my hornbill land.. wishing me a Happy Gawai... tsk tsk... i didnt really feel the celebration here... its like a normal day to me..

Then last nite i was thinking.. all the fun i used to had during Gawai..the only time i would see my dad totally drunk.. (never seen him drunk that bad :P)... and also the only time id see my sister having hard time talking to my grandparents coz she can't talk my mom's languange... that goes to my dad too..

I miss the half day journey travelling to the long house.. having cramps coz sitting on the long boat for hours. I miss my druken cousin that will pick us up at the jetty and we were praying hard so he can manuver the boat... i miss the "gong' sound and also the 'tuak' force drinking ahaha..you can actually see ppl got wasted and sleep at the 'ruai' (verandah).

I miss the no tv, no pipe water (we have to jump at the river)... i miss picking up water from the well... i miss my shy cousins that i hardly met at long house...i miss my grandparents for most of all coz they couldnt be there to celebrate with them.. :(

Really miss them... i miss my grandma shouting when she manuver the boat.. i miss my grandpa when he argue with my mom asking us to stay longer at the long house..I miss jumping to the river with only "kain sarong'

I havent went back for harvest festival for many years and i can felt it slipping away... how i wish i can turn back the time.. and be with my grandparents and with my cousins and aunts and my niece and nephews to cook and eat together as a family.

Now it's excatly one year that my grandparents pass away.. I wish i can spend one more time harvest festival with them

Kawan Lama

2009-05-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

Lately nieh aku byk bercontact ngan kawan lama... my highschool friend.. some of them i never met for 10 years now... Wahhh!! 10 years... how time flies.. kwn aku tuh dah masuk 2 anak pun.. aku nieh masih bersuka ria beronggeng lagi.. ahaks..

Diceritakan pasal kwn lama.. she's in town kursus ajak jumpa, tapi tak jumpa-jumpa lagi pun.. emmm pastuh alih-alih no phone aku dah dipasskan kepada kwn sekolah aku.. Marah aku.. ye la maner taknyer.. mamat yang dier pass no tepon tuh bukannye kwan aku pun.. aku kenal-kenal camtuh jer.. skrg tiap malam mamat tuh message.. bosan la

I mean i guess itu lah bila jumpa kawan lama nnt cycle friend kwn lama bertambah.. aku nieh tak berkenan sangat sbb kebykkan kwn lama aku plastic, berlagak, shallow... pastuh bermanis muka.. bosan siul... sebab itu bila aku berpindah ke negeri yang baru aku rasa tenang.. sbb no one will stuck up to my face..

Tapi nieh kwn lama muncul kembali.... mmmmm.... best memang best.. yang tak best perangai stuck up, shallow tuh ada lagi.... mmmmmm

Temu Janji Yang Buta

2009-05-17T19:12:00.000-07:00

Malam semlm masa on the way nak balik umah, my friend call.. suruh pergi temu janji buta on behalf of her. Aku dengan sikit amarahnya bertanya, "Asal ko tak gi?", Dia pun menjawab.."Aku dah kawin la bodoh!!"

Hahahah.. ye tak ye jugak.. Lupa dier dah kawin.. And so she insist me going... Dier kata mat salleh perancis dpt no tepon dier .. so suruh aku g jumpa.. terus laju dier bagi no aku kat jantan nieh..

Then dengan sepantas kilat aku menerima SMS.. aku pun oklah why not.. so dijanjikan tempatnya beserta waktu nya. And so laki nieh broke meeting rule. Which are:

1) Janji kul 9pm datang kul 10pm (seriouslya aku nak blah jer tapi aku tepon suruh tunggu, fine)

2) Description yang dier bagi tak kena.. Ahahaha dasar nak menipu...

And so kul 10pm... aku masih menunggu selepas dier menalipon.. hati pun berdebar debar.. duk dak duk dak... sbb aku lihat ada satu mamat nieh masuk starbucks.. lalu menegur aku... Ahahaha!!!! Masa tuh gak aku nak berdesup balik umah!!

Rupa2 bukan mat salleh... mat itam.. Hahahah dah la besar, tinggi, badan berketul-ketul.. nieh stok pukul orang mau mati!!! Itu dier kata tan! Elo pakcik!!! Ko bukan tan!! Diulangi bukan tan!!! Itu namanya black!!! Bodoh... hahah

Aku mmg tak der mood dah pastuh sembang kejap aku pun nak balik ... tapi dier masih menahan... celaka betul.. rupa-rupanya ada niat nak usung aku balik umah. Ha! Ambik ko.. aku pun buat jurus ngelak... cerita pasal kawin ( I knw laki bujang takut & menyampah dgr).. Citer pasal anak... tak lut gak!! Pegh .. niat dier nak usung aku nieh mmg kuat..

Last-last aku citer pasal bf aku..kononya aku tak leh idup tanpa dier la.. sanggup merentasi lautan api that kind of crap.. Hahah pastuh.. dan dan ngaku rupa-rupanya dier dah kawin ada anak umur 5 tahun... celaka betul.. pastuh still insist nak usung aku.. katenyer for fun.. pastuh katanya tak elok setia sangat..

Haha! Aku dah ada point buat drama... aku pun piss off to the max la kununnyer sbb kutuk bf aku.. padahal hahaha... pastuh mintak maap..still lagi nieh nak usung!! Pastu nak jumpa lagi.. aku cakap tak nak sbb i'm very offended (sambil buat muka nak nangis) dan trus blah...

Hahahahahaha... aku pun jln cepat-cepat.. usha skit.. ye la mane tau dier follow... masuk keta ..pecut balik umah! Sampai kat umah.. aku pun maki kawan aku ahahahahah....dier gelak jer... Benci la.. jantan tuh dah la cakapnyer berbelit.. ingat nak bohong aku la tuh.. uwekkkk tak dapat.. ahahahah kering jer la ko!!!

Lagu Pemujaan

2009-05-12T20:45:00.000-07:00

So last nite i went out with my goodfriend and i was so excited to play CD that i bought from Bali, coz there's 1 track from tht Cd really catches my attention. To me, it sounded sad & about lovers who's longing to be together. I can point out some of the lyric here:

A lover knows only humility.

He breaks into the alley at night.

He long to kiss every lock of your hair.

A lover ask her beloved...

Do you love me more than you love yourself?

The beloved answer..

I've died for myself and live for you

I am stupid and lost all my attributes

But with you im a scholar

(pastuh bla bla aku tak ingat sgt apa pompuan tuh ckp)

Come to me,

i will open the gate to your love

merge with me, break free

I am everything.. come to me...

So, dengan bangganya i ask my friend sambil mendengar lagu tuh lagi

Me: Romantik kan lagu tuh

Mrs D: Romantik aper.. tuh cam bunyik lagu pemujaan dah la ngan background music hindu influence.. pastuh tak nyanyi.. dier just cakap ajer.. nieh macam nak puja orang oi!

Me: Aper ko ngarut nieh, lagu nieh romantic la.. ko dgr lyrics dier.. to me its abt lover longing to be with each other..

Mrs D: Aper plak.. dengan irama pemujaan, sayup.. ko dgr betul2 lyric.. nieh cam nak puja org bunian. Cam dalam mimpi... ye la kan byk org mimpi rohnya di panggil..

Me:(dengan blurnya) Ko nieh aper lak citer org bunian.. (sambil ketakutan skit sbb dah kul 11.30mlm)

Mrs D: Ye la cam.. say ko mimpi ader org laki panggil ko sini la yang.. bukan pemujaan tuh ker?Ini lagu nieh.. kalo alat cukup dah boleh puja orang..

Me: Ko nieh teruk la.. dah la malam nieh.. aku balik sorang tau!!

Mrs D: Ye la.. seram aku dengar lagu nieh.. ko nieh pun!

So dengan macho+takut masih dengar lagu & agak2 5 minute baru tutup cd tuh, aku pun trus tukar lyric..

Now i abit curious pasal lagu pemujaan.. ader ker? Coz maser aku tengok kecak dance kat bali tuh pun cam lagu pemujaan.. tapi ntah.. ker aku yang tak peka.

Oh lagu Cd yg aku dengar tuh ada element skit cam lagu kecak dance tuh gak..

Sok Sek Sok Sek

2009-05-11T20:09:00.000-07:00

Im really annoyed when i want to watch my fav kung fu series and that's the time my housemate.. (she's a nice person though) wanted to tell her about her cousin la, itik la, ayam la, politic la.. isk and i was like man! keep it later i want to watch my series 1st..

So i make dunno.. the more i pretended i dont listen, the more she will talk.. usually i wld mute myself but yesterday it was interesting topic.. so i decided to listen..

Ms. M: You know my cousin back at kampung never say hi to us even she stay behind our house. Now that she's coming over to KL, pandai dia cari aku..before this all this while she stay at kl also she never look for me.. now that she dont have place to stay pandai carik aku.

Me: Oh.. really (dengan nada malas nak layan)

Ms.M: Ya la, pandai ckp its emergency paduhal tiket pergi Kl dah beli in advance... penipu betul.

Me: So why did you say yes to her when she wants to stay here

Ms. M: Itulah susah betul... but i just let her stay but sakit hati tau..

Me: (Dalam hati.. nasib ah.. tanggung sendiri.. saper suruh gatal kasi dier stay).. Oh bah never mind la.. just let la..

Ms. M: itu la bising betul my cousin yang lain.. mmg selfish betul dia tuh.. time nak barang bagus betul sama kita.. nnt tuh balik kpg mana ada call.. itu hari say Thank you pun takdak..

Moral of the story.. there will always be orang yang ambil kesempatan dalam kesempitan.. hahaah..

Parcel

2009-05-11T01:17:00.000-07:00

As i was strolling to a very slow Monday afternoon, i received a phone call from a good friend of mine. Hahah this minah a bit kepoci.. a true embodiment of gossip girl.. hehe but she a very nice person and do anything for her friends.

The story goes :

Me: Ah kenapa?

Ms. F: Eh aku nak tanya.. office mate aku terima parcel dari UK. Dia kenal mamat nieh dari chatting.

Me: Oh ye ker.. brapa lama kenal and apa itemnyer?

Ms.F: Kenal dalam 10 bulan and kat pick up card (utk tuntut parcel) ada certificate for levis jeans,diamond neckless and etc. Pastuh laki tuh nak dtg kat sini bulan depan and nak cash 10,000 pound sterling to Malaysian Ringgi

Me: (sengih2) Oh...heheh bak nama delivery company..(sambil standy bukak internet)

Ms.F: xxxxxx

Me: Mmmm(sambil tangan mengogglekan) nama delivery company not exist la.. Just be careful la, just g ambik parcel tuh. Kalo mintak bayar utk dapat item,, jgn ambik coz dah byk kes kena tipu macam nieh kat sini.

Ms. F: Oh ya ka.. okiesla tapi nieh Mamat Mat Salleh yang antar..tapi ok la.. kamiorg check dulu la.. kalo mintak bayar.. kmk org tidak ambil

Me: Okies la..just becareful coz yang fishy part tuh dia mauk cashkan 10,000 pound sterling.

Ms. F: Okies thanks.. bye. Nnt aku bgtau kwn aku.

Heheeh nieh jalan cerita yang telah dipendekkan. I have heard lots of this kind of scam (okies i dont knw whether this one is a scam or not) had been published on newspaper. Where ppl from ober da sea send present and ask them to bank in money in order the reciever get that thing. At the end after reciever bayar.. barang takdak.. duit pun lesap....

Life in a fast lane

2009-05-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

As i was driving back from Penang yesterday i speed up than my normal speed limit.. all i could think about is to reach home before 10pm.. And as i was speeding, cilok here and there... i suddenly realize something. I live my life in a fast lane..

I couldnt remember when's the time i sit back, be thankful for what i have and enjoy the slow phase in my life. As a teenager, i long to grow up fast so i dont have to listen to my parents. Years has past and to me my teenage life is like a blink of an eye.. i miss it... now im thinking why do i want to grow up that fast?

Same goes when im in college, cant wait to work coz i see working people are cool & they are able to get stuff that they wanted without reasoning to their parents why they need money to buy things. Again i wish i cld work full time...

After graduating, and now working... i wake up in the morning, 1st thing i cld think about is work.. neglecting that i should give thanks to the Lord for giving me another chance to live my life and im fortunate to life a life that is comfortable.

Everything that we want now is fast, fast and fast.. if there's before panadol, now there's panadol active fast.. If before bank loan take 2 weeks to process.. now most bank take 48 hours to approve loan.. even our computer speed... 1 minute downloading feels like forever.. why??

What are we chasing? And why are we pushing ourself too hard? Look at kids nowdays.. they want to grow up fast.. drinking/smoking/ sexual intercourse such in a young age.. Ok kids i know im getting old.. I dont have handphone when i grow up like you guys now..

Work deadline, everything is fast fast fast... pushing each other to be fast...and at the end causing ourselves stress... life in fast lane is good but sometimes we just need to slow down, sit down and reflect... what are we chasing actually?

Middle Child Syndrome

2009-05-08T01:17:00.000-07:00

Ok so i heard tons of story about middle child often seeking attention coz they are the one's that always been neglected. Im not really sure about this, but according to few friends of mine (they are middle child).. they admit that their character is different from other siblings and constantly seek for attention.

Their character usually strong coz they need to be independent. But i was thinking.. can it possibly be true? I google about this middle child sydrome and bump to few articles. And result .. walla! As below:

The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child.

Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. ( im not sure about this phrase coz they are some frenz that are middle child they have high position)

Being a middle child would mean they are loners. They really don’t like to latch on to a person in a relationship, there fore they have trouble keeping one due to lack of interest. ( mmmmm also not sure about this)

Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. ( mmm also not so agree with this coz my friends some are really scorer)

They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project.

The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good.

Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born.

source of www.essortment.com

Anyways i am the middle child and yes i do admit some are true but we cant just generalize and assuming that middle child character is typical isnt it?

Waduh Waduh Bali

2009-05-06T00:48:00.000-07:00

Kali nieh entry aku nak type BM ahahah pasal aper? Pasal aku baru balik bercuti ngan NY kat Bali... nak tergeliat lidah aku cakap Bahasa Indonesia & Inggeriss.. Dah tak larat nak ckp omputih.. hahahah

Huhuhuh lama aku tak menulis entry sbb satunya busy & went ober da sea merentasi laut maner ntah tapi sampai gak ke tempat destinasi, Bali.. Honestly selama nieh mmg aku menyimpan impian yy terpendam lama giler nak g Bali.. ye la.. dok dengar org kata Bali best.. so nak gak usha..

Setelah memendam impian & ticket selama setahun.. ahaha bookingnyer dah setahun!! Akhirnya berangkat jugak OUT OF MY MIND ngan aku pergi mengekplore..oh lupa dinyatakan tahun ini impian terpendam kami berdua berjaya di laksanakan kerana OUT OF MY MIND telah jayanya mengexplore Patpong eheheh setelah lama hasrat dipendam..

Berangkatnya pada 29th April, aku menyimpan impian Bali nieh sememangnyer best... namun harapan ku punah.. tsk tsk.. sebab in my opinion indah kabar dari rupa... Best lagi kat Koh Samui.. huhuh... ngan pantainya tiap petang ada rombongan skolah... bising.. and pantainyer tak lawa..

Mengecewakan pantai kuta seserious tak menarik.. namun ku gagahi mengexplore di malam hari & juga turut serta dalam aktivit mengtan tubuhku ini.. cewahh ayatt!!! Hahah.. namun malangnyer susah nak dpt ketenangan kerana ramaila mamat2 bali yg tetiba dtg menempek kat sebelah...mengajak surfing and berenang bersama-sama sambil machonya memperkenalkan diri sebagai life guard and bermacam lagi... huhuhu

But other than part pantai yang mengecewakan, Bali somehow offers interesting part about their religion.. which is very interesting... and they take it serious... Local told me that bangunan di Bali mesti tidak boleh melebihi ketinggian pokok kelapa supaya menghormati kedudukan temple mereka di Besakih located at Mount Agung..

Nasib gak aku nieh tak tanya soalan bodoh cam kalo pokok kelapa jenis bantut camner? Hahaha .. other than that, the Kecak & Fire Dance amat menarik kerana performernya telah dijampi menurut cerita la... i mean ye la kot kalo tak takkan bulih berdiri lari lari kat bara api sambil meyepak ngan inocentnyer ke arah kami.. hahah nasib baik kitaorg tak terbakar... Barong dance was not really up to my expectation though.. other than that 7 hari di Bali was an ok trip la... not tht great.. not tht bad..

Tapi yang baling bengang time nak drive kat situ.. benci betul diaorg suka hon.. dah la signboard kecik pulaknyer dier letak tinggi tapi dilindungi di balik pokok!! traffic light pun kecik.. susah nak tengok! Benci ah drive kat situ... sangat menguji minda dan tahap kesabaran disamping belajar hon! Hahah

Ades panjang lak entry nieh.. eheh last but not least i had fun la.. it was nice and i manage to meng tan kan diri .. walaupun tak lama coz my tan berpatches... ahahha, same with my hair.. nanti la akan disambung sbb sekarang kat opis.. tak dapat oden nak upload gambar!

MLM

2009-04-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

Recently i notice there's lots of health product that sell their product via MLM. And today, i've there's my boss guest was trying to get me to join MLM. One thing i notice.. MLM people usually are fire up with spirit, pleasant & most important they know how to talk.

And im telling you, this guy he really know how to sell his product and trying to get me to join his group. The thing is, not that i dont want to join MLM.. its a good melting pot to meet and to do networking coz you never know when it comes handy.

But i hate talking to people.. i mean i do talk alot but im not a people person when it comes to business. And it's proven.. i've tried consultancy post before and i knew it coz i hate to accommodate clients needs... i want people to accommodate my needs.. ehehehe (berlagak pulak).. yes i know i've been told i really am good at talking and thus its my strength to join this kind of industry.

But i rather sit back, and be talking to my office mate and not to other people.. heheh i know im the typical lazy person..I was motivated before till i realize.. new behavior will take months to shape as it has been developed & we are comfortable with what we have.

So MLM, really for the time being im not interested to join,, maybe in the future...

Id still like to keep the opportunity open.

Nostradamus Predicition

2009-04-20T19:03:00.000-07:00

Im really curious about this guy... i mean is there really anyone that really can predict future? Nostradamus known for his predicition work.. but so far how true? Is there really people can predict the future?

How about people who have premonition? Are they true or they only can see what will happen but the event will change and they can't track it... Or how bout those who can read your face?

I have a friend who claim he's a healer. He's with Reiki Organization and he told me he can read someone's past/future by looking at the face. And yes he have read some for me... and somehow im still spectical coz some of it true and some are not. Then i have a friend that told me that sometimes its not accurate coz they will read our past life and our future which is i dont know...

But anyway, for people who have this special talent how they manage? I was thinking like if they see people's face then tup tup dier dah baca!! Tak ker takut??? ~Gulp~

Aku takut & curious jugak.. ~ wink~wink

Men & Me

2009-04-19T19:19:00.000-07:00

I haven't write anything in a while.. aaahah prolly im too busy thinking and solving my own life till i forgot about things that make me feel better.. yes like blog.. somehow its like a therapy that some of us take for granted and opt for medical drugs...

But anways.. last time i use to write in a book.. some kind of "Luahan Perasaan" ahahahah where if one read it.. its not a happy book and its full of sad incident.. So i dont recon read it.. although i dont know where's the book now..

But i notice.. when im in relationship there's always that kind of book pops up! Hahaha ... The reason.. men simply dont listen! Or i dont quite know if they ever listen.. Hahaha.. Men is really funny.. i know this has been told many moon back.. :P and i do read some dating article.. i mean i dont blame all men coz i know there's good guy out there..

But im taking about in general like previous relationship.. been with him together for 3 years and i still dont get him... last last break.. its like i'm bound to have men that dont know what they want!! Or maybe its me that i dont know what i want..

Then i though after i pass the heartache, i thought i can live life again.. but then again!! Same thing... aiyah!! When will this be over.. Sometimes i felt its better to be on guard! Which im always in terms of guys.. but hey look at the bright side.. if he played you.. he will get some thing bad happen to him also.. Its like what goes around come around...

And i have x's that wanted to come back to me.. ahahah phsyco tak?? But i guess boys will always be boys.. i still cant understand what they're thinking and.. oh well im sure i will find out.. Hahahah and i think men are like beautiful curse to women...

Can't live without them but miserable with them... But once you find your match... Its like heaven on earth.. plus a bit of hell la! Hehehehe... But i guess i just have to keep on learning about men... can't wait to see what next will bring me..

Im up to it!! YEahhhh

3 Stooges

2009-04-09T00:44:00.000-07:00

At this hour i've watch 2 episode of 3 Stooges on youtube...

Hahahah those guy are hilarious!!

I really think Larry is cute...

Psssttt : Bos takder... pasai tuh bantai tgk citer ;p

Terima Kasih Boss!!

YOU & I-Ingrid Michealson

2009-04-08T19:55:00.000-07:00

Don’t you worry there my honey
We might not have any money
But we’ve got our love to pay the bills (reality boleh ker??)

Maybe I think you’re cute and funny
Maybe I wanna do want bunnies do with you if you know what I mean

Oh lets get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
Lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Lets get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants
From way up there, you and I, you and I

Well you might be a bit confused
And you might be a little bit bruised
But baby how we spoon like no one else
So I will help you read those books
If you will soothe my worried looks
And we will put the lonesome on the shelf

Lets get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
Lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Lets get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants
From way up there, you and I, you and I

KFC & CREDIT CARD

2009-04-06T23:58:00.001-07:00

This just happen during lunch hour as i was rushing out to go to get something.. and my type.. i dont usually check how much i left in wallet. It really funny how my mind works... like for example today, i have cash but left it inside my blazer pocket.

And i went to the mall jolly and see some stuff.. then as i realize its 2pm already and i havent got food. So i rush to the nearest KFC.. good thing i rush there and not MCD.. ahahah the reason is coz i DONT have ENOuGH Cash :P

As i ordered at KFC then i open my purse and realize i only have RM7!!! And my meal is RM9.45... and im panicking coz the girl already punch in the orders and putting the order for me.. then i keep on telling her.. , "Dik tak cukup duit la... you terima tak card".

Then she kindda ignore me and i was panicking counting my syilling too. Then i said..."Dik tak cukup duit la.. u terima card tak?" Then she smile at me... and said "Yes"

Thank you!!! Thank you KFC for accepting credit card.. so i ask her what card does they take, and i've showed her all the plastics i have.. then she pointed 1 card...

Heheheeh i was embarrassed coz i use card to buy KFC.. ahahah and second thing I was short of cash... and this incident happen to me alot of time too... Which i will share next time..But for the time being... i'm already full with the KFC...

Thank you KFC! MCD...when are u guys goona take Credit Card? Hahahaha and i know banks love me coz i've just help their sales by "hutang" with them... huhuhuhuh

Geography & Me

2009-04-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

I really like to travel, especially traveling backpack with my mate NY. No guide, no tour.. just us trying to explore every bits of the country. When ever we go traveling, NY will bring her trusted Magic Book & both of us will do research about that particular country.. on where to go, what's the best attraction.. And i will always dig up for the best night life.. ngeh ngeh... This is where i will take charge on locating where's the happening hang out place.

Now, the funny thing is i really sucks about geography. I can read map.. but i will take me long time to locate the place.. so usually NY will navigate (coz she know how sucks am i & there's a high potential of getting more lost if i navigate). Har.. Harr...

Im not only sucks at geography outside the country but also inside Malaysia...heheh especially at KL. (okies okies.. im just giving excuses)~wink!~winK!.. but its not like im totally dont know where's the place.. i just misplace it :P

This is NY favorite one.. I told her HULU LANGAT is AT JOHOR.. tsk tsk... teruk i kena with her.. until now!! Huhuhuh... i mean i heard the place name.. eheheh i just misplace the country. Also 1 time i got big time from my boss coz i thought Cambodia is in Vietnam.. also i thought Anddora is at Africa...sigh!!...

I learn geography at school, i learn how to do read map.. but i mean its a vast world out there!! I cant know where's everystreet (giving excuses again :P) hahahahaa... but i mean even if im lost i will ask for direction.. easy.. but the problem of asking people on the street in KL or stop at the gas station, you might ask the Bangladeshi or Myanmmar.. and again.. ahaha u cant get where to go.. Hahaha

So best is to ask toll gate girl, coz when we're driving, lost .. we always end up at toll... Hahaha and at Thai, its frustrating coz they cant speak english to guide you.. ahahah & also i remember when me & NY at Manila, NY have to show the cab driver where we're staying... i dont know why i cant remember the street .. i know the name.. but i will always miss the hotel...

Huhuhu i guess im just disorriented all the time... bukan jahil geography tau NY!!! eheheh and thanks for being a dependable nagivator when we travelling... coz ahahaha u know i nagivate well on night life!! We always end up at weird club... ahahah and eccentric performance!

PIMP MY COMMENT

2009-04-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

Due to a new make over, courtessy of NY.. my blog has been pimped and also i found where's the comment button!!

So guys feel free to drop ur comment! Ngeh ngeh...

Thank you NY..

I love you and i love you too Mizz N..

And thank you for my parents support, nail parlour, waxing salon...

Thank you! Thank you...

My Dating Scene

2009-04-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

One day.. id like to go for a date like this.. Just sitting on the park, lay my head to his shoulder and under the moonlight.. just looking at the stars... Just in love...Heheheeh but i hope it wont be too dark coz im scared of dark.. ahahah ... or maybe just lay on beach and look at the stars... heheeh....

Yak yak yea!

How bout you all... what's ur dream dating scene look like...

PIMP MY Blog Version 2

2009-04-04T03:01:00.000-07:00

I havent wrote something lately particularly coz tsk tsk....

1) My Blog Layout have some default... huhuhu and i've asked the maintances a.ka. NY-OUT OF MY MIND to rectify it

2) Because i've been lazy lately and been having lots of emotional turbulance..tsk tsk... lots of down things and been trying to get hold of things that had happen...but good things are picking up now..

3) Good thing also Pimp My Blog V.2 has been sucessfully done courtessy of NY.. but i have question la NY...
a) Manerrr ruang comment??
b) Aku nieh buta IT laaa.... ko tolong skit bagi comment punya layout tuu

4) THANK YOU NY... ahahahah plisss...plissss.. pimp my blog again.... muahahaha. Ko sgt jelita and young and pretty indepent lady...mwahhhh tenkiu tenkiu!!!

PLEASE NY PIMP MY BLOG!!!

ngeh ngeh

Sunday Blues

2009-03-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

Rainy afternoon.. i like!! Tapi saat camnie.. kebosanan melanda tahap max.. dah tuh pulak blog nak upload gambar lambat.. tak larat nak tunggu.. Neways i've been really busy coz of work and off course with other activities.. which is sleeping.. hahahaha

Speaking about work.. i recall few days ago where i call The Nomad Bangsar to enquire about that apartment for rent on short term basis.. and i mean for me i understand the rate is **** for 3 months and i spoke to another girl.. then i call again to enquire the excat price and also to set up the appointment so my boss can view that place.

Tut tut.. tut.. tut.. "Hello **** Speaking how can i help you", then i tld that lady that i have called before and i ask on the rent.. Then she said, " Oh the rent is **** per month and this is the price for the 1st 3 months". Then I said, " Eh, i thought **** price is for the whole 3 months" Then she gave me the cynical laugh..

Im not senstive but i hate it when ppl do that.. Then she said, "Im sorry you wont get that price here".. While inhaling a very deep breath before i shoot this girl dead.. i politely ask again... then again synical laugh.. and i knew it i can loose it anytime .. better i put down the phone..

Now... biatch!! Ok i know im being too senstive but that doesnt give u right to be synical!! I like the other girl better than you.,. Secondly... you work there.. you dont own the place!! And my boss was enquiring about the place.. and with that money that's how u earn ur salary biatch!!

I've work in high end propetries before and you know they are very senstive esp in handling client.. coz client are senstive and they need a certain treament.. But still that doenst give u the right to be rude and synical...

I know NY always encounter rude synical ppl when she was browsing for some car before.. and yes NY i do agree with you... stupid sales person only judge the book and yes i repeat they are STUPID!! Coz a smart sales person would entertain everyone politely.. coz its not only a job and you never know who are you dealing with...

GErammnyer!!!!!!!!

My Best Friend's Wedding

2009-03-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

Last sunday, 22 March 2009, it was my bestfriend's wedding at Masjid KLCC... yes my bestfriend's wedding.. hahaha maybe my time will be soon? Perhaps..perhaps..perhaps.. hahaah ..

It was a chaotic day.. i think during wedding its always chaotic.. ahah But some of my task are to be a PA and Kuli Batak on that day.. ahaha.. I was assign to pick up the Mak Andam at KLCC Bus Station to show her my friend's wedding.

Good thing i have assistant Kuli Batak/ Driver with me... ahahah.. Terima Kasih Prebet NY. This are some of the pictures taken on that day :

Prebet NY with Jarno a.k.a The Groom. He was pretty calm on his wedding day.. :P

Yeap that me... the Ayam Katik...but bear in mind im still the General!! Hahahahahaah.. The lovely Bride.. Rossa & Groom Jarno... heheeh oii yang.. sorg sorg la aku nak Man Hunt pas nieh.. heheh NY are in or not? During the ceremony.. Jarno and Rosmala Mohsin ( Bride and Groom) pssst: The Tok Kadi seems to be a funny man too.. hahahaah.. and poor Tok Kadi has to translate to English too

Yeap yeap berangan jap pakai crown.. heeheh terasa sangat cam zaman medival where im the queen!! Harrr Har.. Harr... Bow to me thy loyal subject!! Bow!!!! Harrr...

Okies this is The Queen's assistant a.ka. assistant General on that day... Wieh Prebet our Captain married already... we need to stratergize and be the ring hunt now! Hahaah I cant believe i would be one of them.. huhu hungry ring hunter ;p

Adusss aku nak upload lagi gambar.. internet pulak very slow.. Benci laaaaaaa

You Tube

2009-03-29T02:18:00.000-07:00

ARgghh... i have been having problem downloading vids from you tube lately.. this is coz one of the computer application has been turn off ( like i know what the heck is that) as for know i am still trying to get the application of whatever the thing is.. i miss downloading some videoclips .. huhu then at least i can burn it.. yak yak!!

After trying again and again on this lazy sunday afternoon finally i manage to instal it! and yeay i can watch youtube again.. well actually im not a big fan of it. Its just that is fun to watch and aslo to know what's new happening.. I listen to MSN Internet Radio alot coz there alot of singers that we never heard of and their song is much more better than the one that is popular now...

Hehehe like i found out about Ingrid Michealson.. i have no idea who she was .. also this sexy hot Assia Akhat (ukaranian violinist with Sarah Mclahan voice).. Apart from that i also found out some of the remix of Egyptian song which is really cool...

Ngeh ngeh!! Thank you you tubE!!

PIMP mY BloG

2009-03-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

Atas sebab-sebab busy to the extreme maka i couldnt right my entry here although i have tons to say but heheh first and foremost.. about my blog. Yes i've been hearing lots of complain saying that my blog layout.. Hahaha thanks Miz N for your frankiness (:P) eheheh telling me that you wont read my blog if im not ur friend.

Tsk tsk .... im so grateful coz ur my freind which means ur obliged to read it! ahahaha that's the unspoken pledge of sister hood .. btol tak?? Pompuan complicated skit.. they have to pandai pandai jaga ati kawan.. Ngeh ngeh and im blessed and proud to be woman!!!

Anways.. my blog new look.. i really have to show my gratitude to miss NY-OUT OF MY MIND-
Yes my new blog courtesy of NY kindness to pimp my blog last Monday.. eheheh.. thanks NY!!!! And congratulation to you for getting PAkcik Phsyco.. ahahahah in your life...

Yeahhhh... my blog has been pimped!!!!!

Thank you MTV.. thank you NY for pimping my blog :P

Chubaka a.k.a Chui

2009-03-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

His Name is Chubaka. Or known as Chui.. He's a male dog and im not sure wheter he's allowed to have mate.. i need to check with Mr.V

Characteristic:

1) Lazy

2) Emotional

3) Like to bug other mates (he even have the guts to bug Siberian Huskies ;p)

4) Barks all the time

5) Like to steal mate's meal

6) Climb to owner's bed when clearly no mates dare to do that

7) Clumsy

8) Like to chase his own tail

9) Doesnt bite back or growl if owner step on his tail ( chui will just cry)

10) Clueless

11) Playful

12) Likes water alot.. he will just jump in!

13) He snores while sleeping (;p not quite sure how but i check with Mr.V)

Hehehe this is not mine.. and im looking forward to meet Chui.. i hope the owner will let me..

Chui!!! Here mommy come!!!!!

Rebound

2009-03-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

What is rebound? According to an aquitance i met at Bangkok rebound is a condition where a person is looking for someone to cling until that person is over with their past relationship (i also checked at yahoo ;p). Is rebound harzadous? Hahaha or dangerous?

According to my other friend, having a rebound is not a good thing becoz;

1)The person that becomes rebound will end up hurt
2) Not fair coz other person is just using the other person to get past their relationship
3) It also act as a revenge where the person will throw all the anger to the reboundnee (heeheh reboundee-;p ayat buat sendiri)

When i talk to my few friends, it come to a conclusion rebound is not good.. Hahah coz based on self experience.. its not a good thing also.. And and opss.. you can never tell when your become someone's rebound.. Har Har Har....

Be prepare all the time, guard up and be alert. You never know when it strike you.. Ngeh..ngeh

Chismack!!

2009-03-18T06:01:00.000-07:00

Ngeh Ngeh... ni ari was busy at work, chasing for the filing for the company tax.. al maklum la.. bos gua suka buat kerja last minute.. ahah but good thing about her.. dier akan buat sendiri and i will assist her in printing... har har.. al maklum jenis bos yang cam mak aku .. Few years ago my mom couldnt even print from her laptop.. har har.. and now she's a pro ! This is coz we are lazy to help her.. harr harr...

Anyhow.. while being busy and busy with something else.. I talk with NY..tuan empunya OUT OF MY MIND.. harr har... apprently she's busy too... i notice she's a bit busy lately but never theless.. we also have the time to do chismack! (eheheh gossiping la)..Both of us are looking forward for our friend's wedding this sunday at Masjid KLCC.

While talking about her.. since she will end her bachelor tittle .. i acknowledge to her that my other friend Ms. R did ask me this question. "AM I NY SUBSTITUTE?".. Lol what kind of question is that... i mean both of them are my friend and none will subsitute no one.. coz different friend has different role.

Then NY laugh at me and she ask me wheter she is.. I said no. Then she told me that Mz N is not my substitute coz Mz N have her own character which compliment with NY attitude.. Ngeh Ngeh.. neway,.. my point is.. why girls act like that?

Insecurity.. i thought only that happen only if ur in romantic relationship. Like other friend will dishearten if other friend goes of with other friends.. Hahaha this is what i call Friend's Politic.. ahah dont think there's only Office Politic.. heheeh then i told NY.. why are we like that?

Why can't we be like guys.. all buddy up and dont have this kind of attitude.. like if their friend goes out with other friend. they be ok (unless if they are needy la) - correct me if im wrong.. harr harr harr... Then somehow it hit my mind.. women are really complex.. emotionaly not stable and they need constant assure that they are still in the circle..

The one that is garang nak mampus.. they hide something within them.. and they want to show to the world that they are tough but actually they are the most vunerable one.. Apart from that.. women makes another women their own enemy (i read this somewhere but dunno where)

Say, example... if they find out about thier bf affair.. they will attack the lady 1st.. then only kill the bf.. now bear in mind it takes two to tango.. Har Har,... see what i mean? Same also like what we see at local drama melayu swasta.. women make enemy from their own kind..

Heheheh that' why we also heard alot of stories that daughter in law cannot ngam with mother in law.. and yes that actually happen to my friend sister's.. the marriage broke coz of the interferance of mother in law...

When will we ever stop this war?

Bahasa Inggeris??

2009-03-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

Prior to Archive of Time blog.. yes now hebat issue of PPSMI..the program has been lauch for years, the teachers has been trained to teach Mathematics & Sains in English, material has been provided.. speaking from my own experience.. I was born in a teachers family.. heheh yes.. My parents are both teachers, my dad is an english teacher & my mom teach maths.

My sister is an english teacher & teach maths too.. I remember by the time she enrol Teaching college, the government will give 10% incentive to teach in english. My brother in law also a teacher. During my time, most lesson were thought in Bahasa Malaysia medium.. then my mom says during thier time.. lesson were thought in English.. and i can see my mom still can speak Bahasa Malaysia well so does the rest of my family

I was a substitude teacher before and teach in rural area where total student from primary 1 to 6 is about 40 student.. so yes its very small... and during that time Maths & Sains were thought in English.. yes the student do have hard time learning it and understanding it because English is not thier mother tongue.. but still they are still intersted to learn.

Every morning you can hear they great you in a broken english hehehe... then i would ask them wheter they like to learn english.. they say they like coz it will give them advantage coz eventhough they cant speak english that much.. but at least they can anwser yes no.. hhahaahah they are so lucky they dont have to learn French & Spain and Italian too!! heheeh

Kalo tak cikgu yang ngajar pun mauk terbalik hahahaah... Anyways my point is, they have fun learning it and it doenst make them less sarawakian or less malaysian :) And that certainly dont make me less malaysian too.. its just an advantage to know more language and plus when they enter a real working place like us.. all are in english.. reports, finance, banks, hr...

I just hope our children can learn as much as they can...

Posession

2009-03-12T04:30:00.001-07:00

I suddenly recall my old boss with his black BMW (i dont know how many series :P) ... that particular day i was in the car with him and other office mates.. and we're set to go for pinic.. and i was assigned to bring the kuah kacang for satay.. Ngeh ngeh... So as we chit chat and bla n bla... we reached our destination... on walla!! the kuah kacang spill!! Hahahah its not that bad.. but you can smell the kuah kacang and it look a bit gross to coz it spill at the car carpet.. And i was panicking.. off course la!! BOss punya keta.. mau aku kena potong gaji nanti untuk bersihkan keta dier.. har.. har..

Then he says.. its ok.. just leave it... can send to car wash later.. its just kuah kacang... then i said but.. but... and he cuts me and says... dont let the car own you.. you own ur car... oh also i forgot to mention his side mirror is broken too heheh... And make me realize that many of us.. obsses with our belonging.. i mean off course i know its our thing and we work hard to gain it.. but never let it rule you...

I've once received an email regarding about a boy who his finger bones was broken coz the father lost his temper. Biasa la kids.. that kid was painting at his dad hummer.. and his dad was furious and i think he kindda crunch that poor kid fingers.. then that kid hospitalize.. when he woke up the father was at his side and he ask for his father forgiveness for painting his dad new car..

And then he look at his crush fingers and asked his dad.. can his fingers grow again? Tsk tsk.. poor kid.. i think that hit his dad so bad coz he was own by his belonging.. There's many road rage out there.. and the one that i read recently..

A girl got beat up by a guy just coz she knock his car.. i mean come on!! Does it worth it to kill someone for that small thing? I mean dont have to be over reacted that way.. Isnt it? Be reasonable.. like recently also i think most of you have read this news... a baby girl or boy dad smash his kid to the floor coz he cant stand listening to the baby crying..

That is so f***ing stupid!! But who am i to reasonalize his action? There's always reason behind all this.. so have fun.. be light.. have peace in your heart and all will follows and will be put in order.. ~wink~wink ;p

Bounce Bounce

2009-03-12T04:12:00.000-07:00

Ari nieh.. as usual i went to work with jeans.. but today a bit melampau skit coz i use jeans and with casual shirt but what the heck inside office i wear blazzer.. yes i love my job and i do love the fact that i can wear anything i like.. Long time before i've been critized big time by NY due to my obession going to work with flat pump and strips socks! Yes!! It's a white socks with red strips and when i walk people can actually sees that! I know it doesnt matter but what i care! Hahaah i know NY was really annoyed..Ngeh Ngeh!!

And my new year resolution is to wear something decent to work! Hahah and so far i've been sticking to it. Not more the "auntie" look to work and no more "sloppy" looks.. although i do miss going to work like going to pasar malam~wink! wink!

Heheheh so as i go out for lunch... im shaking a lil bit of botty.. ahhaahh perasan superrr model! :p uwekkk....But i notice something today.. why is it lots of staring my boobies..?? Okiesla maybe a bit too direct.. lemme change it.. why are they staring at my lovely hump??

U know.. girls hear me out.. i know most of you having the same problem like me.. uncivilize people will do the sound or just softly says.. "wow"!! I hate that!! i really really hate that!! Today i didnt wear anything thight nor did i wear something transparent...

The same thing happen to shopping mall before.. a guy pass by me and says.. i would love to have some of that tonite! Damn!!! At that point of time i almost wanna scream at him...Good thing there's no physical contact but how many times girls.. you felt threaten with that kind of comment? I mean you dont feel real safe isn't it?

Once i went for an interview, i wear really decent clothing.. and during the innterview session, the interviewer hardly look at me!!! Damn him... all the while he keep on focusing on my hump! Good thing i dont use my hump to get a good position at work place.. I know and i heard actually few women will do whatever it takes to go top... Aint me.. im more than happy to be a 'busuk' traveller.. ahahaha

When will this harrasment stop?? Hehehe itu pasal la aku suka auntie look.. at least nobody will pay attention.. ngeh ngeh and its safe too..

Soothing

2009-03-08T11:45:00.000-07:00

These pics were taken somewhere round last year.. at gombak.. Sg. Sendat..

Baby Boy

2009-03-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

Proud aunt, would like to welcome baby boy Dylan Dimitrius in our family!! Wohooo... yeap yeap.. at the age of 26 i have my nephew!! Hahah and i've been texting friends and family to spread the joy... Both baby and mother are in good health.. and my brother,.. well he's full of joy and eheheh i think he's akward holding baby...his own son for the 1st time!

Tatkala early morning on 6th March 2.30 am.. i got this wonderful news thru text..so when i got it i call him straight and i can hear my mom yapping!! ahahah wonderful .. They are on the way to hospital and i talk to him for a bit.. he sounds calm.. i wonder how he can remain calm... after talking with him... i call my sister in law yeap coz she's the one in pain.. and i figure she might need some comforting...

So i called her and walla... im right!! Hahaha although she sounded calm.. but she told me about her labour pain and i was like erk!!! Alamak NY!!! How?? Hahahaha .... she told me her hips wanted to split when giving birth... but baby dylan is sleeping already coz she has breastfeed him.. I think baby Dylan is goona get screwed by us coz he got himself a bunch of retard aunt! And his dad also.. hahah

Image my brother send me text saying..oiittt wake up wake up!!! Im a father now! Yak yak yea!!! Hahahaahah silly brother of mine...All the joy and pain.. Labour pain!!! Iskk iskk i wonder how will i go thru it...But whatever it is.. im willing to give it a try.. to see wheter im durable..

What say you single ladies who have no experience except listening to those who have been there! HAhahahaahah...

Calm

2009-03-04T18:37:00.000-08:00

Today i felt certain calmness in my head.. feel peaceful.. this is coz my boss not in!! Yeeehaa!! Hehehe so i pun browse internet.. chat with my friends.. but NY is too busy today, not even online.. Hahaha.. so as i browse the internet i saw something up at our immigresion website, posting there's work and holiday program at australia.

Pom! I read it immediately and i started to day dream, thinking about i wanna take 1 month unpaid holiday and go sit and work my ass at Australia, then i call NY informing her coz id know i would need partner in crime to initiate this kind of madness.. ahahah

And so i talk to my other friend Milano, then she ask me wheter im sure i wanna go there and ask wheter i have sufficient fund. Then i tld her well i have sufficient fund for the tickets.. ahahah. Then she tld me in this kind of shit would wanna see our financial means.. i was like shit! Why oh why it has to be complicated!!! So i think im goona ditch this plan for the time being.

Few years back.. Xperanza .. my friend.. YO! NY.. i met her last week.. she came all the way from sabah.. heeheh.. Xperenza did ask me wheter i wanna got to NZ with her for 3 months and work in an apple farm!!! Plucking apple!!! Hahah how wicked is that.. But off course it never come true coz my other friend from NZ told me its an insane idea plus i wont last that long plucking apple!! Hahah thank you sir!!

And so that's the story how im still stuck at KL.. oh! Another one attempt to go abroad.. ahah.. i was really heartbroken before and i started to look for jobs abroad.. yes my insanity start to hit me..got an offer to teach at Honduras on voluntary basis (lebih kurang cam Beth keja kat peace corp).. ahaha then again my x-bf stop me from doing something insane.. and i almost wanted to go to Samui to teach.. again my other friend stop me... giesh i didnt know that it will be so much trouble... hahah

Well im saying that coz i got my sanity back, and i sit put at KL still and just do normal travelling. Until now i am still a bit calm but who knows when my insanity start to hit me again!! Yeeha!!

All the Single Ladies

2009-03-02T23:44:00.001-08:00

Okies picture this.. this is only for single ladies that already thinking about how their future married life would be.. hahhaahah i picture mine will have 5 lovely children.. and they will do this to me.. Hahaha aint that cute...

But now here's the catch.. when i think about it.. think about their teenage life later.. where they all will rebel and doing their thing as a teenagers like what we use to do.. It will be catashthropy!

Imagine 5 teenagers "buat perangai" at the same time.. huhuhuhuh... Now that i think of it.. maybe i need to do an intensive research about it. Ye lah nowdays kids end up in drugs la, rempit la.. then the latest one which is not so latest.. a 13 year old British boy fathered his 15 year old gf..

Mati la aku kalo anak aku cam tuh!!!!

Single ladies.. what say you about having many kids??!!

FEver...FEverr...yeahh

2009-03-02T23:26:00.000-08:00

And so i have my annual monthly fever... dont get me wrong... i really do have fever ..bukan suka suka mc..Everymonth i will be done with fever.. and at previous workplace.. i'm the one who always exhaust the MC.. ahah not that im faking it but its true

My friend use to ask me.. "ko stress kot, sebab tuh ko slalu sakit" Now yes that's another factor.. but even if i dont have stress at work place.. i will still down with fever.. It;s just the difference when im sick with stress that usually take me days to heal... whereas normal one will take me a day or two..

Haahhah NY always says i have "CapAyam" punya antibodi.. hehehe bukan cap ayam.. its just that im high in maintainence... from head to toe.. so biler maintenence tak dak.. jadi la cam nieh.. Muhahahahahah...

Just hope i will heal soon coz as for now i've been MC for 2 days!!

Wedding

2009-03-01T03:05:00.000-08:00

Here i am.. at Starbucks.. just browsing and talking to my mysterious Mr. V.. hehehe and while talking... my sister call... and after she call.. its suddenly hit my mind to look at her wedding pic.. and this is my fav pic.. coz they way the look at each other is so full of love and they like totaly in love with each other.. i dont really fancy the pose the took at the studio its like fake.. like they also.. eh eh.. "mau buat ini pose ka?"

It kindda kill their spontaneous in love vibe.. ehhe anyway... here's the happy couple.. and at this moment also we all excited to wait for our 1st nephew.. huhu my sister in law expected due this 7th of March...

Apart from that.. during my sis's wedding tak kurang jugak ader org try match make... telling his son this and this and looking for a nice woman.. lol dude.. you want to match me with ur son but you dont even ask ur son.. i mean poor guy... he could have gf! Lol but his dad didnt acknowledge that...

Being the eldest sis.. i usually "kena" la with this kind of ques.." when is ur turn.. ur sister overtake you".. Gosh only NY know how i feel during that time... i really feeling soo Bridget Jones.. I gain weight drastically that time.. i have problem into fitting to a bride'smaid clothes.. argue with the that bitch from kedai pengantin.. Siegh!!!

But i will do it all over again.. coz its my sister wedding and if i can turn back the time.. i wld definitly throw tomatoes to that bitch and make a mess at her wedding shop.. harrr harrrrr

Dream Guy

2009-02-28T03:56:00.003-08:00

Girls.. have you ever had a guy that you dont even know that you are actually dreaming of it?Well at first i didnt know but now its getting clear to me... a dream guy... To me this is my dream guy... wheter i will ever get him for real or not.. let it be.. coz i have blast dreaming about everything with this person.. person who's turning my world upside down... just a dream that i want to turn into reality.. Where is the fairy god mother when i need her the most?!

Darn.. why are u helping Cinderella only? I need some help here too... hahahh turn this dream guy into reality... no no.. not pinocchio! I dont want that wodden boy.. sorry eh.. i think ur cute but i want this guy! ahahah... Help.. anyone want to offer thier magic wand?

HAr.. har

Pasar Malam

2009-02-27T04:27:00.000-08:00

Today.. i think for the very 1st time... i explore pasar malam like really really go into it. Before when you talk about pasar malam... usually i just get ready made food and grocery i usually get from Jusco. Anyways.. today i was thinking yeah why not try to do some grocery there...

I brace myself and bought me a whole chicken.. although im not really sure to get it consider the fact the chicken is at open place and i dont know wheter flies had landed there. Another thing is the lady.. she didnt use glove when she pick up the chicken i choose and i ask her to help me to cut the whole chicken.. And i was thinking.. what am i doing?? Lol anyways, she gave me the chicken and return my balance and i was reluctant to hold the plastic bag and also the money coz she didnt wash her hand after chopping it. And i was like omg... what have i done.. i never bought chicken.. raw like this before and usually if i want to get chicken at the mall.. i'll get the parts that had been chop.. Im not being a diva here but i was not use to buy raw food. My parents do that... And i think im the only in the family who have the "geli" problem.

Then i continue walking and get some ready made food and veggie.. and i was thinking.. hey maybe i should get the fish and clam.. so there i go again.. getting fish and i was like thinking again twice.. the fish... how am i goona take it.. there's no plastic like Jusco!! So i hold the tail and i was eiw eiw.. i mean its so obvious that im not use to that kind of situation.. so lucky the seller help me.. i just have to point and i choose. And i ask him to chop of the head, pull the intestine out.. Again.. im trying to adjust and i think i have made some improvement.

Last month i bought fish and i pull out the intenstine using glove and i close my eyes.. coz "geli".. but i didnt chop the head.. then when i cook it and wanna eat it.. i become "takut" again coz i think the eyeball roll at me.. yikes!!! Now i remember i prefer headless fish.. lol .. I guess because as i was growing up im not expose to this things.. i remember my mom or my dad will take care of it and i just have to cook it.. so i dont have to see.. but i mean the "geliness" apply to me.. coz i can see my other sibs have no prob with it

Another factor added to that is when i use to stay with my x-bf, he's a hygienic person in terms of handling raw food.. so it kindda rub to me.. coz we will always buy parts at Jusco and he don't fancy pasar malam. The only pasar malam we go is at Bangsar to get the fruits! heheh By the way the fruits there are to die for.. Its cheap and have quality.. not like what they sell in supermarket...

Friends with Benefit + HEadache

2009-02-26T00:34:00.000-08:00

Ades.. petang petang buta macam nieh.. i suddenly got headache.. really heavy one.. but i still proceed to tidy up work..Finance have been giving me headache.. and its something new to me ..especially the process + meeting with boss demand.. Penat kapla otak..

Tak larat.,. so i will sambung my kerja esok.. ahahah and on top of that.. i've been calling customer service for some assistance on my work la.. Celaka customer service perangai cam sial.. i've asked nicely and she answer me with a high tone voice.. and i was damn in bitch! Aku dah la sakit kepala.. buat high pitch lagi kat aku.. memang nak kena... as it goes.. i explain to her what i want and she insist of pitching up her voice.. so what i did is i be sacarstic with her la at 1st.. if she don't get it then i tembak la.. again.. she make donno and high pitch.. and i figure i have headache and i dont want this bitch to be talking with me.. so i transfer the line and spoke to a more pleasant person... at least that lower my temper...

Then..my friend call... Ask to hang out together.. i mean its ok.. but still he insist of asking me out and doing things i dont like,.. like you know la..... then i said la.. I DON'T DO FRIENDS WITH BENEFIT... i have no idea who invented that! To me its really ridicolous... what! you can just use someone for your own goods then when just just do whatever you want!

Anyways.. i guess there really are people over there that using other people for thier own sake and satisfaction.. May god bless thier soul.. hahahaha physco tak??

Ngeh Ngeh

Creepy Fish

2009-02-25T19:24:00.000-08:00

Since 1939, scientists have thought the "barreleye" fish Macropinna microstoma had "tunnel vision" due to eye that were fixed in place. Now though, Monterey Bay Aquarium researchers show that the fish actually has a transparent head and the eyes rotate around inside of it.
-source: Yahoo news.
26 Feb 2009.

LOvE..LoVe...

2009-02-25T18:38:00.000-08:00

At this point of time.. im so blur.. a.ka. Lazy... heheh standard ah.. kerja menimbun.. last minute buat baru syok... there and then you feel like killing people.. screaming la.. shouting la...At this point of time i was thinking... bestnyer la if i can go home and sleep.. or go to the beach with my love ones.. or just lay down at the beach...

Tsk tsk... reality sucks! Hahah.. to go to the beach.. need money la.. bf la.. geng "keras" la... If during the holiday sudenly gaduh how?! Isk anways.. is it true when they say (anonymous) when you love someone..truly.. you wont ask anything for return? To me personaly i do agree to a certain point.. come on la brother... we dont live in fairy tale live anymore...

Im saying this coz:
1) If that is true... what if your other half is a drug addict and you love him/her truly.. dont you want them to change to be a better person? = asking for return isnt it?
2) If its true.. then it has to be so magical.. which is unlikely
3) When you love you other half truly but the respective keep on giving you promises but never deliver... how do you classify that?

All im saying love is hard to pint point coz i've been in love, i've been broken hearted, i've been giving up everything... but at the end of the day.. you will still ask for a return... which is a true love... someone who's up for the reality, who's there by yourside.. giving moral & material support...be there to protect you... not to toy with emotion... can discuss problem together... heheheh... that sounded too demanding?

But that's love nature... My dearest sister.. have been dating for 5 years.. the bf want an engagement but dont want to get married early.... of course both of them love each other so much until... there's this guy ( ehhee my brother in law!-welcome to the retard family!) ahah... until... he propose to my sister.. saying that if my sister's bf do love her.. he wont wait... Now that does make sense!

So, my sister get married with this guy..End wells.. yippie! But i have another story... wait.. today i know my blog is quite long.. hahaha. My dear eldest brother.. been dating his wife for 10 years, i know they have been thru alot coz family matters.. but finally they get married and now! im waiting.. we all excited to wait for our first nephew!!

All im saying is.. not matter how long you have to wait.. it has to be something in return isnt it? I hope mine will come true soon...

Identity

2009-02-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

Okies.. so i know i havent drop by here for a bit coz im tight up with work and also with outing. Internet at home have been giving me headache also.. darn it..my best friend is going to move this friday so like usual.. its me who have to help her to move her things.. hehehee... she's be staying quite a distance and im not sure wheter i will be "rajin" or not to visit her at Bukit Bintang.. that place is always packed up!

Anways, when both of us survey to which apt she move.. she call agent and identified her as "*Mer" where close friend and family call her "*Meri" (*not real name)... Why is it like that? Because both of us.. we like to group our aquitance.. according to thier relationship and thier importance to us..

Younger days.. when clubbing..i used to refer myself as "......"not my real name or if i like someone i will use partial of my real name.. and my friend will use the name "sherry" lol!! Yes i know.. why? Well its easy.. trust issue...

I mean im sure there's someone like me out there having problem giving real name until we really are comfortable with you and trust you.. then only you are invited to our trust circle of friends.... who's with me on this? Har..har,.. har...

Beggers Beg

2009-02-18T18:24:00.000-08:00

Okies... slalu kalo kita makan kat kedai mamak..especially kat bangsar... mesti ader org buta or buat buat buta datang kat meja and hulur tangan mintak sedekah.. tak kurang jugak ader yang menjual tisu.. usually i am a very stingy person when it comes to this.. coz to me.. we dont know their betul ker.. tipu ker.. sindiket ker... so i usually ignore it..

There's one time... when i was eating at mamak with my dear brother, then this blind mind beg la.. so my bro tested him.. gave him 1 cent.. that guy give him back! Unbelieveable... ahaha by right if you beg.. you wont care as long as its money and its a valid currency in respective country la...

Benci btol.. same goes my friend... a while ago we when to Jalan Sultan Ismail.. sitting at the Beach Club Restro... as we done with our food.. we went off.. then this guy.. with wrapped and cast all over... siap bawak IV drop pin to his viens and something something at his tummy.. sitting asking for money... now logically... Logically... if you were hospitalize.. government hospital.. will they ever.. ever let you out?? And so my dear friend gave money....Nyampah

Now, this recently happen to me.. i went to my fav place.. chinese at Kota Damansara... then i hear people singing.. as i "tapau" my food.. I saw 2 guys.. singing... strolling an AV with his deform feet and the other one sings... I dont know what's got into me.. as i pass them by,,, i gave donation... RM5 pulak tuh!! I know its no big deal.. but consider i never gave anything...that's a lot..

And i started to think... what will ever happen to them? They cant never beg for the rest of thier live... what will they do.. will they do the same for their children? I have seen kids running and poking us when we out of the country.. only thing they know how to say is, "Give me money".. off course we didnt give...

Another incident, while we out of country too.. we were inside this mini bus.. then suddenly 1 kid hop in and quickly wipe shoes/feet-yes! feet... my feet!! Lol i was using flip flop... its obvious to see thier goal is to get money.. but think of it... if we give them money.. where will it go?

To the sindiket? to thier family? or .......

Tagged.. adoiiiii

2009-02-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

Fiza Feya.. eheheh im doing this coz i saw ur blog last week and i decided to do it! Although its way too long.. huhuhu...huk huk.. bila nak gi jalan2 tgk beruk/monyet kat TTDI? hahaha .. anyways here goes..

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. (badly missing someone :) )
I don't watch TV these days. ( tv tak clear & i dont have AStro! )
I own lots of magazines. (benci nak beli)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. ( i always wanted to try this and magic mushroom!)
I have been in a threesome. (yes with Mizz N and NY at bangkok)
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (mental torture)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (with a twist of white lies..wink!wink!)
I curse sometimes. (hell yeah! but not so much compare to my younger days)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. ( a bit la.. going thru maturity..wink)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.( i slept with meat knife before!2 of it! for security)
I'm totally smart.(im no rocket scientist, cant even read map! But heck im smart)
I've broken someone's bones. ( i want too!!)
I'm paranoid sometimes. ( yes!!)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. ( yes please! wink!)
I need money right now. (please!!!)
I love sushi. (use too!)
I talk really,really fast. (i think so)
I have long hair. (yeap & i have lovely locks too! wink~wink~)
I have lost money in Las Vegas. ( i never even been to Vegas! Nampak dari TV jer )
I have at least one sibling. ( i got 5 of them.. and i happy to have them all!!)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (for wedding and photoshoot). (for clubbing purpose also..wink!wink!)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (exactly)
I like the way I look. ( with a bit of adjustment :P)
I am usually pessimistic. (depends)
I have a lot of mood swings. (tons of it!!)
I have a hidden talent. ( im not sure about this..hahahah)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. ( not months but actually years)
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. ( cant think of anything now)
I want to have children in the future. ( lots of them!!)
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (older)
I am shy around the opposite sex. (wtf!!!)
I have tried alcohol before. ( and im loving it!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (serious)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. ( okies la.. not that bad .. i do love thier stuff crust)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!! ( tsk tsk im not.. im sad ..sob sob)
I'm obsessed with guys. (i love 'em! they make our life intersting!)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses. (hmmmm,.. nyam nyam)
I fall for the worst people. ( my ex's)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. (used to)
I have a tattoo. ( wanted to)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (liked)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

habis jugak isi benatang nieh!! iskk

Plastics Plastic

2009-02-15T19:31:00.000-08:00

Okies, so that sunday i went to The Curve, it was ok and i bought the CD from the live bank of the makcik.. but it come to my disspoinment coz the CD's are the version of recording studio.. I DONT WANT THAT!!! I want the aucoustic version.. i like it very much coz it does compliment thier voice...

They dont sound good with non aucoustic... tsk tsk.. i think im going there next week for a refund... Anways.. kat situ im looking at all the plastics and guys that slavin their life for the plastic girl... benci sial.. I DISLIKE PDA!

GOsh, kalo nak buat, pi masuk hotel.. tak pun buat dalam keta! kalo tak tahan sangat... but in a way its exciting ahahah but anyways.. nyampah tgk plastic yg PDA tahap gaban.. funny bit abt them is.. biler couple.. layan baik bagai nak rak.. dah kawin hampesh! Confirm wife dier jadik slave.. macam sampah...

Ahahaha.... normal PDA is acceptable.. Lagi lagi when the bf hold thier gf handbag's.. that look so fucked up! Help to hold is ok.. but not walking here and there with it... Handbag's is women accesories... and for guys out there.. bringing ur gf handbag here and there mark's the territory that she practical own you! And your practically can't live with her and u'll die if she dump you! GEt it?

Hahahah... plastics.. nyampah siol

Biatching

2009-02-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

Wohoooo... its sunday! sunday is here..

Wait!

Why am i looking forward to sunday? Hahah coz sunday will be the day that i will be extra lazy... Like my body will tune in to hibernation mode.. i'm just like that big bear during winter! ~~brrrrrr~~ ahahaha.. anyways usually sunday there's nothing too interesting to do except for visiting friends and go for cup of tea/lemon tea/ coffee at The Curve... especially at the street..

I like the street section where they all set up small stalls every weekend .. same like Petaling Street but with more standard and where there's no "bangla" selling things and no "bangla" there except "bangla" that cleaning up the floors la!

Heheheh.. anyways... i really like the "makcik" group performing there.. and i've been craving to buy thier cd. Last 3 weekends, me and Afif (my friend that look like Vin Diesel)- off course Malay version la... we check out the pinoy makcik singing.. and one of the band member sang Jason Mraz song, "Im yours" .. i instantly fall in love coz usually "makcik and the gang" sing old song... and they really remind me of the marche in mexico (singing band)....

Okies now the thing is.. during weekend.. it will be like the place to hang out.. and you can see lots and lots of "plastics" hanging out there.. thinking they are like Paris Hilton or Mischa Barton and other Hollywood crap.. and its so eye soring seeing the wannabe... ahahahahah... and again off course my fav part is to bitch about the plastics... and suddenly it come across my mind.. plastics all over the world are the same..

The way they talk and stuff... hahah even when i backpack.. we will come across "Mat Salleh" plastic also... Hello dude! You backpack, then when u go to the club.. you look like you're staying at Sheraton but the fact is you only sleep at a dorm at guess house!!

Hahahah... plastics.. they're everywhere and contagious... are they?? hehehe .. anyways... Have a pleasant weekend and do enjoy your sunday.. i know i will.. coz im heading to The Curve after my good friend, Rossa amore finish packing up her things... but i think im goona take a nap 1st! I need all my energy to bitch about the plastics later...ngeh ngeh!!!

Happy Sunday!!

Thank God It's Valentine Day!!

2009-02-14T05:10:00.000-08:00

Wohoooooo Valentine is finally here! After the massive advertisment thru radio,tv and magzine.. its finally here! The day to overspend!! The "taukeh" will all smile bigger this time, the sevice will be nicer and you can see all the love bird spending their pocket money to show their affection..

Hahaha dude!! Don't you all know that you are the victim of massive advertising agencies that convince you should spend money at this particular day?? What's wrong with showing your affection some other days? Does it has to be this particular day?

This is the time i really hate, coz the mall will be overcrowded,parking will be full, cinema full, restro full.. everything is full!!! Im not a bitter single person FYI... hahah but i hate this time of the year coz its like unofficial celebration that we all bound to celebrate... If its Hari Raya ka, Christmas ka.. i dont mind la.. coz wajib la tempat crowded ...

Well, where the rest of us complaining, this is the time business is picking up really good for all the restro owner... and this is the time they'all says= Thank God! It's Valentine Day!! ahaha including the taukeh taukeh for street food where they can over price the cheapskate bf who's bringing their gf for a "bakuteh!" ahahahah

Anways.. happy v day!

Friday 13th! Im loving it

2009-02-14T04:58:00.000-08:00

Hahahah remember when i said friday always sucks for me? But well guess what?? Hahaha NY took me for manggo sticky rice at Basil, Thai Restro at Bangsar.

Hehehe thanks NY!! You really made my day... hahahaha and the wierd part is the manggo sticky rice in kl taste better than the one that i've tried at Bangkok!! hahahahah..... i understand this delicasy comes from Thailand.. hahah how ironic is that!

Anways, there me, NY and Rossa Amor.. 3 girls gossiping and bitching about others ahahahah... but the topic that evening is rather hot and interesting! And girls... i am certainly looking that day to come true!! The day we all eat pizza!! And it has to be stuff crust from Pizza Hutt!! I demand for stuff crust!!! Yum yumm....

Okies about bitching other people, there's this one auntie pass by and NY notice her pucker lips!! Hahah and that auntie is like maybe in her 50's.. and whoa.. her lips really pucker up!! She look like she just got a massive collegen injection on her lips.. and i was thinking in my head.... ok maybe maybe... i want to have fuller plum lips.. so when guys saw it they wanna bite it! hahahah

But i dont want lips like Jay Z heheheeh.... but then as the auntie pass by us.. she smiles at us.. and again i wonder whether she really smiles or its because she her lips muscle are so tight that she look like she's smiling.... i can never find out.. unless if i asked her earlier!

Hahahaah

Its Friday Again

2009-02-13T00:25:00.000-08:00

Yes!! Its friday again!! To make it more exicting.. its Friday the 13th!! Har..har... harr... Okies well.. my morning didnt start good.. My bf call and wake me up early but ngeh ngeh id sleep back and wake up late!!!

Hahahah then, i found of my bedsheet is spilling with my period overflow.. okies that doesnt sounds nice.. then i was stuck at traffic at federal highway.!! Come on' 9 am?? People!! What time are you going to work?? Federal highway suppose to be jammed up around 8.30am! lol .. anyways.. guess its not my day.. i reach office at 10am.. then i was really busy like tornado.. hhuhuuh aha! then i receive a distrubing mail during my lunch time and make me cant consetrate!! tsk tsk.. guess friday really is not my day!!

Then then... well the point is.. Friday sucks!!

har har...Happy friday the 13th!

Beautiful Lies

2009-02-11T18:52:00.000-08:00

Ngeh..ngeh okies okies... i havent wrote here for days.. i've been out of town for few days, then internet at home sucks and really busy at work...sigh!! tsk tsk....and my beautiful lies... eheheh i wish i dont have to ran into suck day.. which i will always have such wonderful life!! What a beautiful lie.. harr..harrr...

Oh! Oh! I have another beautiful lie.. that im convince i've lost few kg, where my pants are still tight!! Huhuhuh... now how many of us are living in beautiful lies.. lies that we are uncertain whether it will come true or not. Like a mother living in beautiful lies that her child will come home whereas, reality check... kid died few years ago.

A wife living in her beautiful lies saying his husband is loyal to her but reality check her husband done multiple adultry and his wife knows about it. Another example, a lover living his beautiful dream claiming his x-gf is still his and stalking her.. whereas reality check.. dude!! she dumped you! Now go out and date other girl... tsk tsk.. that's sad isnt it?

I've have tons of beautiful lies myself.. but i notice one thing... beautiful lies are not that bad.. it actually give us hope and it may come true with the right circumstances... so if you feel that your beautiful lies can turn of to be reality.. go ahead pursue it...

Although it will not be easy coz you will need tons of patient, hard work, endurance and tons and tons of faith.. who know it might work.. you just really need to wish hard and work for it..

Like what The Secrect Book says... we have energy.. although it may not come immediately, but if you really want it.. it will come and that my friend i would like to quote what an old friend of mine says, "sabarlah..kerana bila dapat hasilnya sangat nikmat!!!" hahahaha betul tak ida?? ngeh ngehh~wink!wink!

Friday Blues

2009-02-06T01:01:00.000-08:00

Friday Blues...

Selalunya orang Monday blues.. but im more to Friday Blues...

Few of the reasons as below:

1) Federal Highway will have heavy traffic start from 5pm where normal days start at 6pm.
Normal days = me happy becoz i finish work at 5pm so i wont stuck in the traffic
Fridays = me no happy coz coz i finish at 5pm traffic starts at 5!!

2) Go home i have to use NPE which cost me kaching!kaching! c~aa~s~h!!
Result = me no happy spending $$ on toll

3) Show on tv not good coz i think they assume people go out for party.
Result= helllo... not everyone okies!! Im half pension.. still party just not actively

4) errr errrrr

5) hmmmmm

6) ngeh ngeh

Yo ai mui stupidos becoz im stuck in the office.. orang service air cond!! and now is wayy pass 5pm.. tsk tsk.. i wanna go homeeeee

Beauty Talks

2009-02-05T19:08:00.000-08:00

Ngeh..ngeh... Yesterday went back from work i was so pumped up to run at the park.. Yeah to jiggle my lazy butt and shed off some fats ahahaha also to make other runner disgust seeing me with my tight pants.. coz bulgy!

Hahah.. now how many times have we bump to ppl who like to wear tight clothes showing their bulginess?? From a normal person point of view.. id said! OMG... look at the belly spilling out... hahaha. But from a view of the bulgy person... id said.. heck this is one of the ways im trying to get my figure back and look sexy..Been there..done that..I've been fit and i've been bulgy... now more to bulgy lah.. tsk tsk..

Okies okies now are we stereotyping how beauty should be? Like tall, long leg, straight hair... then how 'bout people who are born with lovely locks, short and curvy~ehem!hem! that would be me~ wink! wink!

There's an advertisment up at tv a while ago.. campaign for real beauty.. okies.. so meaning no "plastics" la.. but as i saw the advert.. i notice there's no model who's like bulgy.. like 100kg or so.. most is around 70kg below.. now how about that?? Is there any specs for real beauty? Real beauty is regardless how they look and how much their weight.. This is not a health campaign!! If health campaign i would understand...so what is real beauty? I can never answer that because its very subjective and beauty is at the eye of the beholder...

Warggghhh

Grocery Grieve

2009-02-04T19:53:00.000-08:00

Well ... yesterday as usual, i went and do my grocery for monthly stock. As i was picking up some stuff.. and i realise something!! How on earth am i goona carry this things back to my apartment??? Coz my parking is outside the building plus i have to go upstairs then only go to the elavator a.k.a lift... such a bummer!! I know they invent a small trolley to help woman carry thier things but it does not apply to me!!! Thinking about that.. i slowly unload my stuff from my shopping cart..tsk tsk... and i took ones that is most in need. Still i got back with 1 big plastic bag! And i was praying if i can get parking near the apartment stairs.. tsk tsk... i reach my apartment and darn it!! I have to carry those 2 big plastic bags with my handbag..( i know i sounded like a drama queen) but its heavy!! And i think i can rip off my back just like that... and this is the time i really miss guy companion.. call me clingy but im used to have guy carrying stuff for me. Im not demanding ehehehe coz he was my x-bf before and its nice to have someone who can carry your thing and the grocery.. And im thankful for man had been created to help us woman to carry heavy things!! Ahahaha we woman are such delicate creatures.. and witty too ahahahah ( evil laugh).. anyways as im sobbing while bringing my grocery.. i reach the elevator and reach my apartment door!! There you go!! I did it!! I DID IT!!! I manage to carry my grocery without man's help!!! Tsk tsk i need a hunky arm next to me!! I dont mind skinny too ahahah as long as there's guy to help me out with carrying things! Guys.. what will i ever do without you..~wink!wink~

Zombies Ahead!! WTF???!!!

2009-02-04T19:12:00.000-08:00

COLLINSVILLE, Ill. – Hackers are messing with electronic road signs in some states, warning of zombies and raptors down the road. Traffic safety officials aren't amused. The latest breach came during Tuesday morning's rush hour near Collinsville, Ill., east of St. Louis. That's where hackers changed a sign along southbound Interstate 255 to read, "DAILY LANE CLOSURES DUE TO ZOMBIES."
Similar pranks have been pulled in recent days near Indianapolis and in Austin, Texas.
The Illinois Department of Transportation's Joe Gasaway worries that such pranks distract drivers from legitimate hazards down the road, perhaps endangering road crews.
In Illinois, tampering with an official traffic control device is a misdemeanor punishable by up to a $250 fine.

Dream

2009-02-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

Bagaikan Puteri Lyrics By Fara

Tapi sayang
Hanyalah impian
Bulan tak bisa tumbuh ditaman
Dan bila mentari datang
Pulanglah segala kenyataan
Jika dunia Aku yang punya
Akan ku dirikan
Sebuah syurga Malam tanpa siang
Untuk ku bermimpi
Sepanjang masa
Tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri Kisah khayalan
Yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna
Tapi sayang
Hanyalah impian
Bulan tak bisa tumbuh ditaman
Dan bila mentari datang
Pulanglah segala kenyataan
Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
Akan kuhiaskan
Sepasang sayap Putih dan berseri
Untukku kemudi
Sepanjang masa
Tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri Kisah khayalan
Yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna

Somehow this song has been playing in my head. I kindda miss this song though. I think Fara come out with his one hit wonder but heheeh i like it! And think she dance well too.. Looking at the lyrics.. its about dream.. arent we all a dreamer? Kalo tak org tuh mesti sour and bitter person. I personally like to dream coz its somehow help to boost up my endorphin ~~> apply to me laa not sure about other people! Hehehe.. i think i've save alot of c~aa~s~h coz i dont need to go for therapy!! That save me alot although i never been to one..Dream best.. tak payah bayar, yang tak best if you have nightmare!! But somehow dream can just be more than a dream ader certain org dapat premonition from dream.. mak aih!! Very the scary like that! I wonder how the fortune teller can read our future!!!

Free Spirited

2009-02-03T23:34:00.000-08:00

Yes! I am pretty much free spirited.. passionate about anything! Hahaahah okies okies so i guess its just too general. But seriously when i think about free spirited.. what does it really means? Does it has to have a significant definition? Or just a term we can use to define one self. But what ever it is.. heheh who care!! Heck im not one of those who like to sit in the office from 9 am till 9pm!! That's nuts.. (although good for carer advancement). Tapi berbaloi ker? With rest of our adult time finish at work chasing for material and status--> although memang betul ader importance coz we human never satisfied with what we have. We always wanted more !! I have slave myself for work before and i call it off! Hehehe although skrg i work with just ok salary but then i have more time to enjoy life.. sit back and take a look of god's creation although sometimes i pun alpa gak! ahahah .... I do grumble and stomp my feet around if i cant get what i want.. but hey what?! If everyone gets what they want.. shouldnt the world tumble apart? HAhaha which mean sekarang Israel mesti dah dapat Gaza! Or or tak payah israel,... mesti i dah kurus and jadik supermodel!! ahahah... my perfect world... but guess what.. i dont want my world to be perfect.. i like the way it is -with improvement la- wahahahah.. anyways...i will sambung mengarut i nanti...

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