Girls.. have you ever had a guy that you dont even know that you are actually dreaming of it?Well at first i didnt know but now its getting clear to me... a dream guy... To me this is my dream guy... wheter i will ever get him for real or not.. let it be.. coz i have blast dreaming about everything with this person.. person who's turning my world upside down... just a dream that i want to turn into reality.. Where is the fairy god mother when i need her the most?!

Darn.. why are u helping Cinderella only? I need some help here too... hahahh turn this dream guy into reality... no no.. not pinocchio! I dont want that wodden boy.. sorry eh.. i think ur cute but i want this guy! ahahah... Help.. anyone want to offer thier magic wand?

HAr.. har

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Today.. i think for the very 1st time... i explore pasar malam like really really go into it. Before when you talk about pasar malam... usually i just get ready made food and grocery i usually get from Jusco. Anyways.. today i was thinking yeah why not try to do some grocery there...

I brace myself and bought me a whole chicken.. although im not really sure to get it consider the fact the chicken is at open place and i dont know wheter flies had landed there. Another thing is the lady.. she didnt use glove when she pick up the chicken i choose and i ask her to help me to cut the whole chicken.. And i was thinking.. what am i doing?? Lol anyways, she gave me the chicken and return my balance and i was reluctant to hold the plastic bag and also the money coz she didnt wash her hand after chopping it. And i was like omg... what have i done.. i never bought chicken.. raw like this before and usually if i want to get chicken at the mall.. i'll get the parts that had been chop.. Im not being a diva here but i was not use to buy raw food. My parents do that... And i think im the only in the family who have the "geli" problem.

Then i continue walking and get some ready made food and veggie.. and i was thinking.. hey maybe i should get the fish and clam.. so there i go again.. getting fish and i was like thinking again twice.. the fish... how am i goona take it.. there's no plastic like Jusco!! So i hold the tail and i was eiw eiw.. i mean its so obvious that im not use to that kind of situation.. so lucky the seller help me.. i just have to point and i choose. And i ask him to chop of the head, pull the intestine out.. Again.. im trying to adjust and i think i have made some improvement.

Last month i bought fish and i pull out the intenstine using glove and i close my eyes.. coz "geli".. but i didnt chop the head.. then when i cook it and wanna eat it.. i become "takut" again coz i think the eyeball roll at me.. yikes!!! Now i remember i prefer headless fish.. lol .. I guess because as i was growing up im not expose to this things.. i remember my mom or my dad will take care of it and i just have to cook it.. so i dont have to see.. but i mean the "geliness" apply to me.. coz i can see my other sibs have no prob with it

Another factor added to that is when i use to stay with my x-bf, he's a hygienic person in terms of handling raw food.. so it kindda rub to me.. coz we will always buy parts at Jusco and he don't fancy pasar malam. The only pasar malam we go is at Bangsar to get the fruits! heheh By the way the fruits there are to die for.. Its cheap and have quality.. not like what they sell in supermarket...

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Ades.. petang petang buta macam nieh.. i suddenly got headache.. really heavy one.. but i still proceed to tidy up work..Finance have been giving me headache.. and its something new to me ..especially the process + meeting with boss demand.. Penat kapla otak..

Tak larat.,. so i will sambung my kerja esok.. ahahah and on top of that.. i've been calling customer service for some assistance on my work la.. Celaka customer service perangai cam sial.. i've asked nicely and she answer me with a high tone voice.. and i was damn in bitch! Aku dah la sakit kepala.. buat high pitch lagi kat aku.. memang nak kena... as it goes.. i explain to her what i want and she insist of pitching up her voice.. so what i did is i be sacarstic with her la at 1st.. if she don't get it then i tembak la.. again.. she make donno and high pitch.. and i figure i have headache and i dont want this bitch to be talking with me.. so i transfer the line and spoke to a more pleasant person... at least that lower my temper...

Then..my friend call... Ask to hang out together.. i mean its ok.. but still he insist of asking me out and doing things i dont like,.. like you know la..... then i said la.. I DON'T DO FRIENDS WITH BENEFIT... i have no idea who invented that! To me its really ridicolous... what! you can just use someone for your own goods then when just just do whatever you want!

Anyways.. i guess there really are people over there that using other people for thier own sake and satisfaction.. May god bless thier soul.. hahahaha physco tak??

Ngeh Ngeh

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Since 1939, scientists have thought the "barreleye" fish Macropinna microstoma had "tunnel vision" due to eye that were fixed in place. Now though, Monterey Bay Aquarium researchers show that the fish actually has a transparent head and the eyes rotate around inside of it.
-source: Yahoo news.
26 Feb 2009.

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At this point of time.. im so blur.. a.ka. Lazy... heheh standard ah.. kerja menimbun.. last minute buat baru syok... there and then you feel like killing people.. screaming la.. shouting la...At this point of time i was thinking... bestnyer la if i can go home and sleep.. or go to the beach with my love ones.. or just lay down at the beach...

Tsk tsk... reality sucks! Hahah.. to go to the beach.. need money la.. bf la.. geng "keras" la... If during the holiday sudenly gaduh how?! Isk anways.. is it true when they say (anonymous) when you love someone..truly.. you wont ask anything for return? To me personaly i do agree to a certain point.. come on la brother... we dont live in fairy tale live anymore...

Im saying this coz:
1) If that is true... what if your other half is a drug addict and you love him/her truly.. dont you want them to change to be a better person? = asking for return isnt it?
2) If its true.. then it has to be so magical.. which is unlikely
3) When you love you other half truly but the respective keep on giving you promises but never deliver... how do you classify that?

All im saying love is hard to pint point coz i've been in love, i've been broken hearted, i've been giving up everything... but at the end of the day.. you will still ask for a return... which is a true love... someone who's up for the reality, who's there by yourside.. giving moral & material support...be there to protect you... not to toy with emotion... can discuss problem together... heheheh... that sounded too demanding?

But that's love nature... My dearest sister.. have been dating for 5 years.. the bf want an engagement but dont want to get married early.... of course both of them love each other so much until... there's this guy ( ehhee my brother in law!-welcome to the retard family!) ahah... until... he propose to my sister.. saying that if my sister's bf do love her.. he wont wait... Now that does make sense!

So, my sister get married with this guy..End wells.. yippie! But i have another story... wait.. today i know my blog is quite long.. hahaha. My dear eldest brother.. been dating his wife for 10 years, i know they have been thru alot coz family matters.. but finally they get married and now! im waiting.. we all excited to wait for our first nephew!!

All im saying is.. not matter how long you have to wait.. it has to be something in return isnt it? I hope mine will come true soon...

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Okies.. so i know i havent drop by here for a bit coz im tight up with work and also with outing. Internet at home have been giving me headache also.. darn it..my best friend is going to move this friday so like usual.. its me who have to help her to move her things.. hehehee... she's be staying quite a distance and im not sure wheter i will be "rajin" or not to visit her at Bukit Bintang.. that place is always packed up!

Anways, when both of us survey to which apt she move.. she call agent and identified her as "*Mer" where close friend and family call her "*Meri" (*not real name)... Why is it like that? Because both of us.. we like to group our aquitance.. according to thier relationship and thier importance to us..

Younger days.. when clubbing..i used to refer myself as "......"not my real name or if i like someone i will use partial of my real name.. and my friend will use the name "sherry" lol!! Yes i know.. why? Well its easy.. trust issue...

I mean im sure there's someone like me out there having problem giving real name until we really are comfortable with you and trust you.. then only you are invited to our trust circle of friends.... who's with me on this? Har..har,.. har...

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Okies... slalu kalo kita makan kat kedai mamak..especially kat bangsar... mesti ader org buta or buat buat buta datang kat meja and hulur tangan mintak sedekah.. tak kurang jugak ader yang menjual tisu.. usually i am a very stingy person when it comes to this.. coz to me.. we dont know their betul ker.. tipu ker.. sindiket ker... so i usually ignore it..

There's one time... when i was eating at mamak with my dear brother, then this blind mind beg la.. so my bro tested him.. gave him 1 cent.. that guy give him back! Unbelieveable... ahaha by right if you beg.. you wont care as long as its money and its a valid currency in respective country la...

Benci btol.. same goes my friend... a while ago we when to Jalan Sultan Ismail.. sitting at the Beach Club Restro... as we done with our food.. we went off.. then this guy.. with wrapped and cast all over... siap bawak IV drop pin to his viens and something something at his tummy.. sitting asking for money... now logically... Logically... if you were hospitalize.. government hospital.. will they ever.. ever let you out?? And so my dear friend gave money....Nyampah

Now, this recently happen to me.. i went to my fav place.. chinese at Kota Damansara... then i hear people singing.. as i "tapau" my food.. I saw 2 guys.. singing... strolling an AV with his deform feet and the other one sings... I dont know what's got into me.. as i pass them by,,, i gave donation... RM5 pulak tuh!! I know its no big deal.. but consider i never gave anything...that's a lot..

And i started to think... what will ever happen to them? They cant never beg for the rest of thier live... what will they do.. will they do the same for their children? I have seen kids running and poking us when we out of the country.. only thing they know how to say is, "Give me money".. off course we didnt give...

Another incident, while we out of country too.. we were inside this mini bus.. then suddenly 1 kid hop in and quickly wipe shoes/feet-yes! feet... my feet!! Lol i was using flip flop... its obvious to see thier goal is to get money.. but think of it... if we give them money.. where will it go?

To the sindiket? to thier family? or .......

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Fiza Feya.. eheheh im doing this coz i saw ur blog last week and i decided to do it! Although its way too long.. huhuhu...huk huk.. bila nak gi jalan2 tgk beruk/monyet kat TTDI? hahaha .. anyways here goes..

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. (badly missing someone :) )
I don't watch TV these days. ( tv tak clear & i dont have AStro! )
I own lots of magazines. (benci nak beli)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. ( i always wanted to try this and magic mushroom!)
I have been in a threesome. (yes with Mizz N and NY at bangkok)
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (mental torture)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (with a twist of white lies..wink!wink!)
I curse sometimes. (hell yeah! but not so much compare to my younger days)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. ( a bit la.. going thru maturity..wink)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.( i slept with meat knife before!2 of it! for security)
I'm totally smart.(im no rocket scientist, cant even read map! But heck im smart)
I've broken someone's bones. ( i want too!!)
I'm paranoid sometimes. ( yes!!)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. ( yes please! wink!)
I need money right now. (please!!!)
I love sushi. (use too!)
I talk really,really fast. (i think so)
I have long hair. (yeap & i have lovely locks too! wink~wink~)
I have lost money in Las Vegas. ( i never even been to Vegas! Nampak dari TV jer )
I have at least one sibling. ( i got 5 of them.. and i happy to have them all!!)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (for wedding and photoshoot). (for clubbing purpose also..wink!wink!)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (exactly)
I like the way I look. ( with a bit of adjustment :P)
I am usually pessimistic. (depends)
I have a lot of mood swings. (tons of it!!)
I have a hidden talent. ( im not sure about this..hahahah)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. ( not months but actually years)
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. ( cant think of anything now)
I want to have children in the future. ( lots of them!!)
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (older)
I am shy around the opposite sex. (wtf!!!)
I have tried alcohol before. ( and im loving it!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (serious)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. ( okies la.. not that bad .. i do love thier stuff crust)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!! ( tsk tsk im not.. im sad ..sob sob)
I'm obsessed with guys. (i love 'em! they make our life intersting!)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses. (hmmmm,.. nyam nyam)
I fall for the worst people. ( my ex's)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. (used to)
I have a tattoo. ( wanted to)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (liked)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie


habis jugak isi benatang nieh!! iskk

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Okies, so that sunday i went to The Curve, it was ok and i bought the CD from the live bank of the makcik.. but it come to my disspoinment coz the CD's are the version of recording studio.. I DONT WANT THAT!!! I want the aucoustic version.. i like it very much coz it does compliment thier voice...

They dont sound good with non aucoustic... tsk tsk.. i think im going there next week for a refund... Anways.. kat situ im looking at all the plastics and guys that slavin their life for the plastic girl... benci sial.. I DISLIKE PDA!

GOsh, kalo nak buat, pi masuk hotel.. tak pun buat dalam keta! kalo tak tahan sangat... but in a way its exciting ahahah but anyways.. nyampah tgk plastic yg PDA tahap gaban.. funny bit abt them is.. biler couple.. layan baik bagai nak rak.. dah kawin hampesh! Confirm wife dier jadik slave.. macam sampah...

Ahahaha.... normal PDA is acceptable.. Lagi lagi when the bf hold thier gf handbag's.. that look so fucked up! Help to hold is ok.. but not walking here and there with it... Handbag's is women accesories... and for guys out there.. bringing ur gf handbag here and there mark's the territory that she practical own you! And your practically can't live with her and u'll die if she dump you! GEt it?

Hahahah... plastics.. nyampah siol

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Wohoooo... its sunday! sunday is here..

Wait!

Why am i looking forward to sunday? Hahah coz sunday will be the day that i will be extra lazy... Like my body will tune in to hibernation mode.. i'm just like that big bear during winter! ~~brrrrrr~~ ahahaha.. anyways usually sunday there's nothing too interesting to do except for visiting friends and go for cup of tea/lemon tea/ coffee at The Curve... especially at the street..

I like the street section where they all set up small stalls every weekend .. same like Petaling Street but with more standard and where there's no "bangla" selling things and no "bangla" there except "bangla" that cleaning up the floors la!

Heheheh.. anyways... i really like the "makcik" group performing there.. and i've been craving to buy thier cd. Last 3 weekends, me and Afif (my friend that look like Vin Diesel)- off course Malay version la... we check out the pinoy makcik singing.. and one of the band member sang Jason Mraz song, "Im yours" .. i instantly fall in love coz usually "makcik and the gang" sing old song... and they really remind me of the marche in mexico (singing band)....

Okies now the thing is.. during weekend.. it will be like the place to hang out.. and you can see lots and lots of "plastics" hanging out there.. thinking they are like Paris Hilton or Mischa Barton and other Hollywood crap.. and its so eye soring seeing the wannabe... ahahahahah... and again off course my fav part is to bitch about the plastics... and suddenly it come across my mind.. plastics all over the world are the same..

The way they talk and stuff... hahah even when i backpack.. we will come across "Mat Salleh" plastic also... Hello dude! You backpack, then when u go to the club.. you look like you're staying at Sheraton but the fact is you only sleep at a dorm at guess house!!

Hahahah... plastics.. they're everywhere and contagious... are they?? hehehe .. anyways... Have a pleasant weekend and do enjoy your sunday.. i know i will.. coz im heading to The Curve after my good friend, Rossa amore finish packing up her things... but i think im goona take a nap 1st! I need all my energy to bitch about the plastics later...ngeh ngeh!!!

Happy Sunday!!

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Wohoooooo Valentine is finally here! After the massive advertisment thru radio,tv and magzine.. its finally here! The day to overspend!! The "taukeh" will all smile bigger this time, the sevice will be nicer and you can see all the love bird spending their pocket money to show their affection..

Hahaha dude!! Don't you all know that you are the victim of massive advertising agencies that convince you should spend money at this particular day?? What's wrong with showing your affection some other days? Does it has to be this particular day?

This is the time i really hate, coz the mall will be overcrowded,parking will be full, cinema full, restro full.. everything is full!!! Im not a bitter single person FYI... hahah but i hate this time of the year coz its like unofficial celebration that we all bound to celebrate... If its Hari Raya ka, Christmas ka.. i dont mind la.. coz wajib la tempat crowded ...


Well, where the rest of us complaining, this is the time business is picking up really good for all the restro owner... and this is the time they'all says= Thank God! It's Valentine Day!! ahaha including the taukeh taukeh for street food where they can over price the cheapskate bf who's bringing their gf for a "bakuteh!" ahahahah

Anways.. happy v day!

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Hahahah remember when i said friday always sucks for me? But well guess what?? Hahaha NY took me for manggo sticky rice at Basil, Thai Restro at Bangsar.

Hehehe thanks NY!! You really made my day... hahahaha and the wierd part is the manggo sticky rice in kl taste better than the one that i've tried at Bangkok!! hahahahah..... i understand this delicasy comes from Thailand.. hahah how ironic is that!

Anways, there me, NY and Rossa Amor.. 3 girls gossiping and bitching about others ahahahah... but the topic that evening is rather hot and interesting! And girls... i am certainly looking that day to come true!! The day we all eat pizza!! And it has to be stuff crust from Pizza Hutt!! I demand for stuff crust!!! Yum yumm....

Okies about bitching other people, there's this one auntie pass by and NY notice her pucker lips!! Hahah and that auntie is like maybe in her 50's.. and whoa.. her lips really pucker up!! She look like she just got a massive collegen injection on her lips.. and i was thinking in my head.... ok maybe maybe... i want to have fuller plum lips.. so when guys saw it they wanna bite it! hahahah

But i dont want lips like Jay Z heheheeh.... but then as the auntie pass by us.. she smiles at us.. and again i wonder whether she really smiles or its because she her lips muscle are so tight that she look like she's smiling.... i can never find out.. unless if i asked her earlier!

Hahahaah

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Yes!! Its friday again!! To make it more exicting.. its Friday the 13th!! Har..har... harr... Okies well.. my morning didnt start good.. My bf call and wake me up early but ngeh ngeh id sleep back and wake up late!!!

Hahahah then, i found of my bedsheet is spilling with my period overflow.. okies that doesnt sounds nice.. then i was stuck at traffic at federal highway.!! Come on' 9 am?? People!! What time are you going to work?? Federal highway suppose to be jammed up around 8.30am! lol .. anyways.. guess its not my day.. i reach office at 10am.. then i was really busy like tornado.. hhuhuuh aha! then i receive a distrubing mail during my lunch time and make me cant consetrate!! tsk tsk.. guess friday really is not my day!!

Then then... well the point is.. Friday sucks!!

har har...Happy friday the 13th!

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Ngeh..ngeh okies okies... i havent wrote here for days.. i've been out of town for few days, then internet at home sucks and really busy at work...sigh!! tsk tsk....and my beautiful lies... eheheh i wish i dont have to ran into suck day.. which i will always have such wonderful life!! What a beautiful lie.. harr..harrr...

Oh! Oh! I have another beautiful lie.. that im convince i've lost few kg, where my pants are still tight!! Huhuhuh... now how many of us are living in beautiful lies.. lies that we are uncertain whether it will come true or not. Like a mother living in beautiful lies that her child will come home whereas, reality check... kid died few years ago.

A wife living in her beautiful lies saying his husband is loyal to her but reality check her husband done multiple adultry and his wife knows about it. Another example, a lover living his beautiful dream claiming his x-gf is still his and stalking her.. whereas reality check.. dude!! she dumped you! Now go out and date other girl... tsk tsk.. that's sad isnt it?

I've have tons of beautiful lies myself.. but i notice one thing... beautiful lies are not that bad.. it actually give us hope and it may come true with the right circumstances... so if you feel that your beautiful lies can turn of to be reality.. go ahead pursue it...

Although it will not be easy coz you will need tons of patient, hard work, endurance and tons and tons of faith.. who know it might work.. you just really need to wish hard and work for it..

Like what The Secrect Book says... we have energy.. although it may not come immediately, but if you really want it.. it will come and that my friend i would like to quote what an old friend of mine says, "sabarlah..kerana bila dapat hasilnya sangat nikmat!!!" hahahaha betul tak ida?? ngeh ngehh~wink!wink!

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Friday Blues...

Selalunya orang Monday blues.. but im more to Friday Blues...

Few of the reasons as below:

1) Federal Highway will have heavy traffic start from 5pm where normal days start at 6pm.
Normal days = me happy becoz i finish work at 5pm so i wont stuck in the traffic
Fridays = me no happy coz coz i finish at 5pm traffic starts at 5!!

2) Go home i have to use NPE which cost me kaching!kaching! c~aa~s~h!!
Result = me no happy spending $$ on toll

3) Show on tv not good coz i think they assume people go out for party.
Result= helllo... not everyone okies!! Im half pension.. still party just not actively

4) errr errrrr

5) hmmmmm

6) ngeh ngeh

Yo ai mui stupidos becoz im stuck in the office.. orang service air cond!! and now is wayy pass 5pm.. tsk tsk.. i wanna go homeeeee

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Ngeh..ngeh... Yesterday went back from work i was so pumped up to run at the park.. Yeah to jiggle my lazy butt and shed off some fats ahahaha also to make other runner disgust seeing me with my tight pants.. coz bulgy!

Hahah.. now how many times have we bump to ppl who like to wear tight clothes showing their bulginess?? From a normal person point of view.. id said! OMG... look at the belly spilling out... hahaha. But from a view of the bulgy person... id said.. heck this is one of the ways im trying to get my figure back and look sexy..Been there..done that..I've been fit and i've been bulgy... now more to bulgy lah.. tsk tsk..

Okies okies now are we stereotyping how beauty should be? Like tall, long leg, straight hair... then how 'bout people who are born with lovely locks, short and curvy~ehem!hem! that would be me~ wink! wink!

There's an advertisment up at tv a while ago.. campaign for real beauty.. okies.. so meaning no "plastics" la.. but as i saw the advert.. i notice there's no model who's like bulgy.. like 100kg or so.. most is around 70kg below.. now how about that?? Is there any specs for real beauty? Real beauty is regardless how they look and how much their weight.. This is not a health campaign!! If health campaign i would understand...so what is real beauty? I can never answer that because its very subjective and beauty is at the eye of the beholder...

Warggghhh

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Well ... yesterday as usual, i went and do my grocery for monthly stock. As i was picking up some stuff.. and i realise something!! How on earth am i goona carry this things back to my apartment??? Coz my parking is outside the building plus i have to go upstairs then only go to the elavator a.k.a lift... such a bummer!! I know they invent a small trolley to help woman carry thier things but it does not apply to me!!! Thinking about that.. i slowly unload my stuff from my shopping cart..tsk tsk... and i took ones that is most in need. Still i got back with 1 big plastic bag! And i was praying if i can get parking near the apartment stairs.. tsk tsk... i reach my apartment and darn it!! I have to carry those 2 big plastic bags with my handbag..( i know i sounded like a drama queen) but its heavy!! And i think i can rip off my back just like that... and this is the time i really miss guy companion.. call me clingy but im used to have guy carrying stuff for me. Im not demanding ehehehe coz he was my x-bf before and its nice to have someone who can carry your thing and the grocery.. And im thankful for man had been created to help us woman to carry heavy things!! Ahahaha we woman are such delicate creatures.. and witty too ahahahah ( evil laugh).. anyways as im sobbing while bringing my grocery.. i reach the elevator and reach my apartment door!! There you go!! I did it!! I DID IT!!! I manage to carry my grocery without man's help!!! Tsk tsk i need a hunky arm next to me!! I dont mind skinny too ahahah as long as there's guy to help me out with carrying things! Guys.. what will i ever do without you..~wink!wink~

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COLLINSVILLE, Ill. – Hackers are messing with electronic road signs in some states, warning of zombies and raptors down the road. Traffic safety officials aren't amused. The latest breach came during Tuesday morning's rush hour near Collinsville, Ill., east of St. Louis. That's where hackers changed a sign along southbound Interstate 255 to read, "DAILY LANE CLOSURES DUE TO ZOMBIES."
Similar pranks have been pulled in recent days near Indianapolis and in Austin, Texas.
The Illinois Department of Transportation's Joe Gasaway worries that such pranks distract drivers from legitimate hazards down the road, perhaps endangering road crews.
In Illinois, tampering with an official traffic control device is a misdemeanor punishable by up to a $250 fine.

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Sepanjang masa
Tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri Kisah khayalan
Yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna
Tapi sayang
Hanyalah impian
Bulan tak bisa tumbuh ditaman
Dan bila mentari datang
Pulanglah segala kenyataan
Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
Akan kuhiaskan
Sepasang sayap Putih dan berseri
Untukku kemudi
Sepanjang masa
Tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri Kisah khayalan
Yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna

Somehow this song has been playing in my head. I kindda miss this song though. I think Fara come out with his one hit wonder but heheeh i like it! And think she dance well too.. Looking at the lyrics.. its about dream.. arent we all a dreamer? Kalo tak org tuh mesti sour and bitter person. I personally like to dream coz its somehow help to boost up my endorphin ~~> apply to me laa not sure about other people! Hehehe.. i think i've save alot of c~aa~s~h coz i dont need to go for therapy!! That save me alot although i never been to one..Dream best.. tak payah bayar, yang tak best if you have nightmare!! But somehow dream can just be more than a dream ader certain org dapat premonition from dream.. mak aih!! Very the scary like that! I wonder how the fortune teller can read our future!!!

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Yes! I am pretty much free spirited.. passionate about anything! Hahaahah okies okies so i guess its just too general. But seriously when i think about free spirited.. what does it really means? Does it has to have a significant definition? Or just a term we can use to define one self. But what ever it is.. heheh who care!! Heck im not one of those who like to sit in the office from 9 am till 9pm!! That's nuts.. (although good for carer advancement). Tapi berbaloi ker? With rest of our adult time finish at work chasing for material and status--> although memang betul ader importance coz we human never satisfied with what we have. We always wanted more !! I have slave myself for work before and i call it off! Hehehe although skrg i work with just ok salary but then i have more time to enjoy life.. sit back and take a look of god's creation although sometimes i pun alpa gak! ahahah .... I do grumble and stomp my feet around if i cant get what i want.. but hey what?! If everyone gets what they want.. shouldnt the world tumble apart? HAhaha which mean sekarang Israel mesti dah dapat Gaza! Or or tak payah israel,... mesti i dah kurus and jadik supermodel!! ahahah... my perfect world... but guess what.. i dont want my world to be perfect.. i like the way it is -with improvement la- wahahahah.. anyways...i will sambung mengarut i nanti...

adios ...

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