Setelah menceburi dlm aktiviti blog ini, aku memutuskan bahawa aku akan menutup blog aku yg tak seberapa byk post nie. To all of you thanks for reading... to all of those who still in pursuit keep up the good work.. Punca aku menutup blog ini adalah its not meant to be.. and it has my own sentimental values yg tak mungkin aku dapat terangkan melalui kata2, mahupun dari expresi ku.. i just wish it doesnt have to end this way.

Good bye to all the good people i've known. Good bye blog.. you have been such a fun to me.. i will be missing our moment together.

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Area opis aku nieh mmg famous ngan incident double park..even ader polis pun org buat tak tau jer.. aku pun tak paham.. Kisahnya bila aku menjadi victim org yg double park. Aku rushing nak balik.. so aku honk la... penat aku honk smpi nak pekak telinga aku pun.. owner kereta tuh tak dtg...

Bila aku check ader name card ciput jer letak kat dashboard dier suruh call kalo blocking.. so aku dengan bengangnyer start mendial. Note bila aku marah.. aku tak jerit.. tak pangil bodoh.. tapi aku mmg sarcastic yg mkn dalam punyer.. hahahahah (gelak evil)... Untuk memudahkan pembaca.. aku buat dialog la....

Me: Ello,can you please remove your coz, coz i've been honking for 15 minutes and no one came and i dont want to waste my credit calling ppl like you.

Beeyachh : Ok ok

Bila beeyach dtg.. dia bagi pandangan daring lak kat aku.. aku pun pandang dier ngan muka kerek la... pastuh drive off... then tgh2 drive balik umah si Beeyach nieh antar pulak sms kat aku. Aku tak kira aku nak gak tulis sms dier sebijik kat sini.

Sms Beeyachh : Sorry for blocking ur car! but next time, please check if there's any hp number left on the dashboard! u can just call me earlier! as though like u never double park before. by the way, there are other cars blocking u also, y dont u just shout at them too? tq so much!

Mmg celaka punya bitch... siap bagi exclamation mark kat aku lagi! Bengang tak hengat...mcm2 yg aku nak sms.. tapi tangan aku hanya reply cam nieh

My sms: Ur most welcome. Nxt time think also if there's ppl who wont have cdt to call. So u expect them to honk for hours when u dnt have the courtesy check when there's honking. Dont be selfish :) (hahaha aku siap bubuh tanda smiley lagi)

Banggang la biatch nieh! Keta org lain tak block aku no 1. And even if other car block aku pun ko tau ke kalo aku call diaorg? and no 3.. aku pernah double park tapi takde irresponsible cam ko!! Pastuh bitch tuh reply thank you..with smiley face


Marah betul aku... pastu mlm tadi hanya mampu meluahkan ngan OOMM jer...ahahahahaahah

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Giler bangat citer nieh best.. buat aku cam nak tinggalkan hamster aku and nak bela dragonnn... arrrrrrrrrr... Hahahah aku tak kan cerita sipnosis nyer kat sini but it was really an awesome movie... i think aku nak apply teknik cerita itu to : HOW TO TRAIN YOUR HAMMIES ahahahah


Hammies aku nieh pulak menganas tak pasal2... last few days Vader bit me on my fingers till it bleed.. bengang aku kat dia so aku hukum tak bleh mkn half day... tak leh full day kang mati anak aku.. then somehow it understand me.. tapi kan aku rasa bersalah pulak coz i was really at rage when he bit me.. skrg dier nak dekat cam takot2... im sorry guys but you bit me 1st.

So aku dengan cuaknyer tanya hammie expert Mizz N... aku cerita kat dier.. kalo aku kena gigit hammies.. aku kena rabis ker tak? Mizz N recond me tht hammie is harmless and i wont get rabbis.. rabbis tuh dtg dari anjing.. Tapi mlm tadi aku tgk kat tv..rakoon bawak rabis gak!! How????

Then baru2 nieh pulak Din Beramboi koma sbb terkena virus kencing tikus.. my hammies is part of tikus family.. and they bit me till i have open wound... cam ner nieh? Should i go to hospital? Should i get injection for my hammies?

Mizz N, boleh tak kalo aku nak kasi hammies tuh mandi detol with air suam? Kasi disinfect diaorg... Tolongggggg tak nak kena rabbis.. i think this the reason i should get a dragon instead.. maybe a Night Fury.. coz he's awesome!!!

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AKu kadang2 tak paham bila aku tgk citer org putih.. immigrant dier especially those who from mexico dtg ke Usa tak reti cakap bahasa inggriss...Org mexico nieh jenis yg mmg proud kat bahas ibunda dier ker?

Sebab i notice kat Mesia pulak..immigrant sini boleh ckp bahasa melayu..siap boleh tekel pompuan local kasi kikis lagi.. even Negro kat sini pun buleh ckp bahasa malaysia... hahahah adakah bila dah sampai kat mesia kena ckp melayu sbb kitaorg malas nak ckp omputeh.. nak tergeliat lidah cakap.. bosan ari2 nak ckp london..

Itu jer kemusykilan aku.. ahhaahahahah

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Terasa sgt gundah gulanda hari nieh.. tak tau naper..
terasa sunyi..
terasa world is against me..
terasa seolah2 tiada tujuan
terasa penat untuk melawan
terasa penat untuk mengawal
terasa penat untuk mencari
terasa penat untuk menunggu
terasa penat untuk segala....

apakah yang akan terjadi?

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Yes.. yesterday i was officially become a mom for 2 cute hamsters.. Vader & Chui.. those cute little things.. Thank you Mz N for trusting me and willing to let me adopt them.. i'll pledge that i'll try my best to keep their needs 1st before mine.. hahahaah... I introduce myself to them but V & C was too tired from long journey from thier hometown Jaybee.. I admit im new to this thing.. and i rely only to thier biological mom (Mz N) to instruct me on what to do... and yesterday i forgot to feed them!! Luckily Mz N came save the day... aiyayayaya poor kids,, mommy didnt mean to be forgetful..

And so today i print out handbook on how to care for hamster... I'll try to be best mother of all hamster's mother u all ever had..

Thanks again Mz N

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Yes! I have become a woman.. started to worry about future, started to think about tone down.. hahahaha cam poyo jer.. But actually.. i think somehow i become woman (on my own perspective) sbb after all this years my mom's effort to get rid of my navel piercing akhirnya berjaya.

And i did it voluntarily. It has been with me i think 3 years kot.. tak ingat sgt.. but i remember the actual reason why i did it. While my friends did it way back in college time.. i hold back thinking tak yah la.. but somehow doing my adult working life i did.. (actually serious tak sakit) i did it coz of anger.. as a sign or a mark for me to remember something.. i know it sounded like aku cam .. cilakak kantoi ngan bos pulak masa type blog aku nieh! Ampun bosss

Ok i did it coz of frustration a sign or rebelious..i did it to my make x bf annoyed.. i know its lame reason.. but it somehow i express things.. and when he found out i did he was furious coz when we break up i did it... hihihi so i was hoping tht he sees tht i can live without him..

And so it goes on till one day, i decided to take it off.. and somehow i feel so much in peace.. i guess i manage to let it go.. :) but in case ur asking... yes navel scar is still there.. even Nicole Richie still have her scar..

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Banyak-banyak type of cooking... it never occur to me to make cekodok, yes i think coz im not a big fan of that coz of the name remind me of the slimy KODOK.. hahahahaah.... sama like OTAK-OTAK... i dont eat otak2 till i was in my 20's coz somehow i think its gross to eat mushy prawn brain... but then again... i like it now.. coz now that i know its not made from any part of living BRAIN.. hahhaha

And so, i get an assistance from OOMY teaching me how to make cekodok... apparently it is quite easy and walla i did it last nite!
It's as easy as making goreng pisang... and Mizz N tolong melantak the cekodok... she said its quite sweet... sorry Mizz N.. 1st attempt!!!

I feel butterflies flying coz i knw how to make cekodok...hahahahaha poyos gilerrr

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Growing up we've been told numerous lies to keep us not to go overboard as a kid.. hahaha nieh termasuk la :

1) Hujan panas jgn main kat luar sbb ada hantu

Logik: Kalo main ujan panas tak ke nnt demam.. dah sah2 nyusahkan mak bapak kena antar gi spital..

2) Jgn telan biji buah, takut nanti tumbuh dlm badan

Logik: Abis kalo dah telan bijik tembikai tuh sah2 kena masuk spital sbb kena appendix.. dah kena operate pulak!

** As a kid, aku slalu imagine camner la kalo betul la pokok tembikai tumbuh dari perut aku hehehe :P

3) Yang nieh standard question la, " Mak, kenapa mak ade tumbuh uban?" Mak jawab " kalo tak nak mak tumbuh uban, jgn buat mak marah"

Logik : Betul gak sbb mak kita stress, sbb tuh tumbuh uban heheh

4) Jeng jeng jeng.,.. nieh the best part... abang aku bagitau.. kalo nak cepat & pandai berenang, makan la ekor ikan..

Logik: Memang tak logik langsung.. tapi aku kena tipu pastuh aku mkn ekor ikan sbb nak cepat pandai berenang and till now i still eat the fish tails 1st.. its a lie that i already know but still somehow i believe it a bit.. eheheh

Yang lain tuh aku tak sure sgt.. tapi yg pastinya ayat yang slalu digunakan utk keep kids tone down, jgn nakal nnt polis tangkap la, pastu nnt org gila tangkap la etc...

Was thinking should i make list of white lies for my future kids?

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Yes hopefully this time i will stick to my routine and keep on writing here.. maybe coz i dont have anything interesting to write and my live has been riding on the bored lane...yeee haaa... Yeah nothing exciting recently except for one thing..

I know my obession with my nephew is growing strong.. all i could think about is going to the north to visit my 10 year old month nephew.. i guess that what you call the joy of the 1st born nephew.. eheheh

I know i talk alot of him to other friends and it does give signal to my friends that dont know me that much.. stating this is it.. That i am ready to settle down and to have kids on my own...

Whoaaaa.... ok i maybe obses with my nephew but i am not ready to have my own kids or to settle down... i mean look at this way.. i enjoy playing with my nephew but to change his diapers, trying to understand what he wants when he cries i still cant cope with that yet..

And so i explain to my friends, and somehow they hard to believe it.. haish.. maybe if they know me better.. i still like the joy of being not married.. to be able to go here and there.. but i guess i wont understand the joy of having my own kids till i have one.. so hold tight,, im wishing all the best for myself that maybe one day i will be able to experience married live.. but till now im livin' la vida loca

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